I looked at the girl in front of me. And there's only one thing that popped up in my mind. I don't know her anymore. She's a reflection of me but I know nothing about her. She's so lost. I stared at my own eyes and I see nothing new. I sense nothing.
I was out of my trance when my phone beeped. Who could it be? I opened the message and I rolled my eyes. It's Wasted - Cyanelle Sea.
"Where you aaaaaaat?" she texted. I replied a simple home and looked at the girl in the mirror again. Gosh. She's so pathetic. I'm so pathetic. I walked straight to the couch and sat down. Ang tahimik naman. I really despise silence at this moment. It made me think a lot of things na hindi naman dapat iniisip.
I'm making my life miserable just by thinking. What the hell. I just stared at my phone contemplating what to do. Nagtitipid ako so I guess I'll just go online. Maghahanap ng makakausap. 'Yung hindi madrama. And as if on cue Wasted asked me if she can come over. She's noisy. She's nosy. Okay. Maybe I don't need that kind of distraction. I checked my wallet and I still have money pa naman. I think I should go out.
Okay. Let's do it.
First question, gusto ko ba? Uhuh. Definitely.
Second question, kailangan mo ba? Oh. Yes. I really need to go out or else I'm going to die in misery.
Third question, afford mo ba? I checked my wallet again. Yeah?
Last question, gusto ba ni Lord? And I'm stuck. Palagi nalang. I closed my eyes and prayed.
"Lord, do You want me to go out?"
Silence.
"Oh, geez!" I grabbed my phone again. Frustrated this time and replied a simple yes to Wasted.
After 10 minutes Wasted is already here, sitting happily on our couch.
"Fame, pakilipat sa Cinema one, movie ata ni James baby palabas ngayon." Utos ng bruha.
Fame. I've been using it for 4 years. I just want to have a restart in my life. And my friends thought that having a new nickname is a good start. So I went along with it.
I looked at Wasted and rolled my eyes. Galing mag-utos 'te. And since madali ako kausap pero isa't kalahating siraulo. I switched the channel to Animal Planet and funny, they're featuring the pigs.
"Ayan panoorin mo mga kamag-anak mo." I said then went to the kitchen to grab some snacks, and I'm taking the remote control with me.
"Siraulo ka!" I heard Wasted yell and I just laughed.
I scanned around and saw no food. This is hell. Eww. Napakapulubi ko talaga. I walked to Wasted and slapped her leg which made her yelp.
"Bumili kang makakain." I told her and she rolled her eyes, implying that she's my guest.
"Utut. You're not my guest. Sa ganyang pwesto na nakahilata na sa couch? I doubt na ganyan ang guest. Nakakahiya ka. Bumili ka na dali. Hati naman tayo e, badtrip 'to." I said.
I sat on the other couch and switched the channel to Nickelodeon. It's Spongebob time. Yeah. Yeah. Childish, I know.
"Patrick!" I heard Wasted said and I glared at her.
"Mamaya na pag commercial. Cute cute ng Spongebob e. Kasalanan kapag hindi ako nakapanood, Fame. Isang malaking kasalanan. Maygahdd. Ayokong makuha ng kasamaan." She seriously said and clasped her hands as if she's praying solemnly. Goodness!
"Bruha ka. Manood ka man o hindi kukunin ka talaga ng kasamaan. Ikaw kaya reyna nila, kailangan ka nila." I countered and rolled my eyes at her. Nakakahilo na magpaikot ng mata. Ang layo kasi e, sasampalin ko sana.
