CONFUSION

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(Two weeks later)

Finally Friday evening, I arranged to have a few after work drinks with some colleagues from the pharmacy I also invited Keisha to come along because I know she would appriciate a drink. After grooming myself and deciding what sexy dress to wear for the evening I thought I would have a few shots of whiskey before I left the house. Dwayne said I deserved a night out with the girls and said be home around 1am latest. I told him I would and not to wait up just incase.

Dwayne once again stood at the door and watched me leave "Love you more than life its self..." he called. "And life it's self is nothing without you" I called back shutting the garden gate behind me.

Now on my way to pick up Keisha so we can both walk to the local bar. We soon got there and greeted everybody else.
After rounds of drinks and shots all our words soon become slurred.
We were having such a great time.

We decided to play the drinking game 'have you ever' I had no idea how to play but I was keen. 
Keisha started it off with "Have you ever had sex in the shower?!" The idea of the game is that we all drink a shot if you have, you don't drink if you haven't.  All 6 girls I was with all took their shot of tequila and I didn't as I  had never done that.
Another girl Shirley shouted "have you ever been licked out" meaning if anyone had licked my lady part... I still had no reason to drink. 5 questions down the line all to do with intimacy and I still had no reason to drink which made me wander if my sex life is all that it is cracked up to be. I felt like I learnt a lot that night.

Later on that night I glanced over at the bar ready to buy another drink and I see the guy from Keisha's gathering sitting there, once again on his own. He had a glowing  white shirt on tucked into his black fitted jeans and big, black shineys size 10's on his feet. I forced myself over there with the confidence created by the alcohol to finally demand an explanation of why he called me fat.  I stumbled over, almost knocking him off his stool and confronted him.
He had this smug look on his face and guided me to the stool next to him. "Trey" he said while holding out his hand for me to shake.
I declined the hand shake and began to rant about how he made me feel that afternoon.  Before I could finish he smiled and asked me my name. "Lani" I replied while dazzled by his shining cufflinks.

The alcohol began to take control of me, my words were becoming more slurred, my vision began to appear more fuzzy. "You know I never called you fat" he said, while sipping his drink so calmly still facing the front of the bar. "Yes you did!" I loudly repeated. "I actually said you wouldn't fit into those jeans, not calling you fat but meaning you have a beautiful peach bum that wouldn't fit into a pair of tight size 6 jeans if you had let me finish and explain before storming off." He then took my hand and kissed it " may I have the honour of buying you a bottle of water Lani?" He added. He could tell the alcohol was getting the better of me. I covered my hands over my face and apologised for my agressive behaviour. I felt so embarrassed.

10 minutes later the bar was closing and I was sobering up, he kindly offered to walk me home. "Thanks for the offer but I am a married woman" I thought I would mention. He chuckled and clarified that it wasn't like that he just wanted to make sure I got home safe. Keisha and the girls all went on to the next bar, I really felt like I needed to get home. 

15 minutes of walking me home Trey was questioning me about my life and what I did. I could see he was innocent and wasn't trying to hook up with me and generally just interested in me as a person, which I thought was refreshing for a change. We also talked about my son Junior i explained his funny character and how big he is getting. It's not often the male species want to make a general female friend, I had no interest in being more than friends, I was a loyal wife to Dwayne, a happily married woman and have been married for a great 5 years.

Trey also spoke about himself a bit but I could see he was quite closed. He didn't feel comfortable opening up as much as I did.
It was a generally nice convosation me and  Trey had on the way home his voice was quite deep but calming.
We soon got to my door, "well I'm here, thank you for looking after me tonight I was a mess" I shamefully admitted to him as I opened my gate.
He softly pinched my cheek, gave me that big smile and told me not to worry, that it happens to the best of us. He slowly walked away fading into the distance without even asking to stay in contact. Which I thought was quite strange, but I didn't mind as I wasn't planning on becoming good buddies with him. I do have to admit it was  just refreshing to have a deep conversation with a new person. 

I got in the door, ran up the stairs and checked on Junior. By this time it was 2.20am and everyone was in bed sleeping. I tip-toed in mine and Dwayne's master bedroom  and slipped out of my dress. I tried to seduce Dwayne, waking him up out of his sleep I sat on top of him and slowly kissed down his belly leading to his crotch. I was feeling sexy and adventurous. "What are you doing? You stink of alcohol Lani, get off" he hissed. I pulled down his boxers and guided my lips towards his gentiles. "Let's try somthing different" I whispered while carrying on. He pushed my head away and told me I didn't know what I was doing and that I should get to sleep.

I rolled over and sighed while throwing the covered over me. I turnt over on to my side facing away from Dwayne and let my mind race with various thoughts about everything that had happend this evening.

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