WEAKNESS

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7.30am the bright light of the morning shone through the blinds, Dwayne nudging me to wake up "Baby wake up, you have work in a couple hours".
I slept through all my alarms, I must have been tired. Having to climb through the front room window in the middle of the night felt like a dream, i'm lucky it was left half open. Dwayne hadn't noticed I was missing for most of the night.
It felt like a demon had taken full control of me.

I was sad to admit I felt no shame or regret about what happend last night, I promised myself it would never happen again, although it was the first time I actually felt alive! New feelings, new thoughts a and a new scent caressed my body and I hadn't felt better.

I finally got up, and began my daily wash routine. Junior had already had his breakfast and was at the door ready for school with his child minder Chrissy. "Bye-bye I'm off to school now!" Junior cheered as he set off out the door with the nanny.
"Hey! Where is my kiss?" I yelled out after him. He turnt around and ran back to me and gave me a great big hug and a kiss.

Dwayne was still having his breakfast at the table, scrambled eggs, beans and toast. I walked over to him and massaged his shoulders. I could tell by his body language that he was being off with me but I couldn't tell why, it wasn't like he knew what had happened last night, he was practicaly passed out once I got back into bed with him.

I left the house to go to work, Dwayne said I could take the car this morning. "Love you more than life itself..." I said while smiling back at him.
Dwayne looked back at me with half a smile "And life it's self is nothing without you" he replied while already leaving the room to wash his plate.

I thought I was being paranoid, so I took no notice. Its now 9.02am, just arrived at work and everyone seems to be staring right into my eyes as I walk in. It's like they could sense the devil I had become during the nighr but I had no idea how or why. "Girl, you are glowing! What have you done different, is it your hair?" One colleague called out. My muscles finally loosed up and relaxed a little, I laughed and shock my head. "Well you look good anyway, must have had a good nights sleep, isn't that right everyone?." She replied while asking everyone else's opinion. All my other colleagues smiled back at me and agreed. I continued walking to my counter ready to start my working day.
It turnt out to be a good day, naturally feeling jolly and cheerful, making more jokes with the customers than usual, it was indeed a good day, however, Trey was still all I could think about. Am I really this weak?.

Arriving home that evening, after dinner I joined my family with a game of twister, it was a load of fun. A knock soon appeared at the door, that's when my eyes suddenley lit up and I started to feel cautious. Dwayne offered to answer but before he got a chance to get up I ran to the door and opened it quarter of the way. Trey stood at the bottom of the garden and hand signalled me to come over and meet him down the road from the house. My head swung back to look at Dwayne but he was occupied with Junior, I signalled Trey back to let him know I would be 2 minutes.

I shut the door and slipped my house slippers on. "Who was that babe?" Dwayne questioned. "No one, they must be messing with us, I'm going to take a look, won't be long" I sharply replied while grabbing for my coat.

Dwayne sat and played with Junior before bed. I walked cautiously out the house, hoping Dwayne wasn't actually watching me from the window. I walked down the road, and turnt into a side corner where Trey waited. I'm sure he keeps looking better each time I see him.

"What are you playing at, you can't just knock on my door like that Trey!" I complained, while shoving his chest.
He grabbed me by both shoulders and smothered me with kisses, it was like he hadn't seen me for years and he was making up for lost time. I did get turnt on although I did promise myself no more. But his touch got the better of me...

Hour and a half later, coming back from a quiet side street I entered my house, feeling flushed. I walked into the dark kitchen and splashed cool water on my face. Seemed as if Dwayne set off to bed with Junior.
Walking up the stairs in the dark, entering the dark bedroom there was no sign of Dwayne anywhere.

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