In which an unsatisfyed girl, lives viciously.
We looked at the gloomy sky above us, as we lay on our backs. The large, unfinished house, with swamp colored bricks, and it's peak was so rugged it appeared, as though, it was scraping the dark bruis...
I have been living without my parents for three years now. I still have trouble understanding that they won't come back, the thought has been replayed so many times that it leaves me numb.
I feel as if this is all going to lead to something worth waiting for, but my feelings have let me down one too many times for me to even ponder if that's true.
I haven't really suffered with any mental problems, but i couldn't tell you since life is already so dull and bland to me. I wouldn't take it so far as to saying I'm depressed, but I'm...unsatisfied. No, that doesn't mean I'm greedy, and it does not mean I'm ungrateful or any other synonym that exist for the word greedy. I simply want to live viciously, and i wan't to collect new experiences daily, because that is the only thing that will cheer me up.
I'm not going to school until i see a reason to, and we're staying here for a few months only until Elodie can find us a loft.
I appreciate her loads, but she needs to clam down. She always thinks I'm "going through something difficult".
As a pastime i will be volunteering at the resort, because i know no one, and have no idea where anything is, so the resort seems like a good place to sort things out and keep myself occupied.
"Valentina! Wake up and get dressed, we're going out in half an hour", I heard Nixon shout from across the hallway.
I'm always awake before they tell me to get up. Its like a sixth sense...Well actually Humans do develop nine or more senses by the age of twenty. Neurologist did research and found out we have somatic senses, aside from the main five that we all learn in kindergarten, Including perception of pressure, heat, and pain. The most fascinating one's to me are time, where people can tell when they've passed a certain time, and when they have long before that time reaches, and Equilibrioception, this sense allows you to keep your balance during acceleration and directional changes.
So yea.
I got off of the already made bed, i used my hands and some of my arms to smoothen out the wrinkles on the white duvet. My room was partially tidy, aside from the open suitcase on the floor, everything else was in its place.
I made my way to the bathroom provided in my room, grabbing my essentials from my suit case, which consisted of, a toothbrush, toothpaste, a hair brush, face wash, some deodorant, and my raspberry perfume.
I brushed my hair and teeth, and washed my face with cool water, i quickly took a shower with the soap bar provided, and put some deodorant and perfume on. I walked out of the bathroom soaking wet, and rummaged through my suitcase to find my towel. Once i did, i wrapped it around me, and used it to dry, both myself, and my hair.
I quickly grabbed one of my many over sized sweaters, and a pair of gym leggings, along with a bra.
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(I'm sorry about how random the pics are, but that's her outfit, Her style will be more like that-ish throughout the story, and ill let you guys imagine what she looks like in upcoming chapters, so this is just an example so you guys get the whole djist)
I grabbed my phone, and sprayed myself with my perfume before heading downstairs. I was greeted by Nixon and Elodie, they were dressed and waiting for me patiently.
"Hi sweetheart!", Nixon coaxed, "I have been planning something to keep you occupied here whilst you were on the plane." she said.
It took all had left in me to give he a small smile and say, "Really? i appreciate it", then i said, "what exactly do you have planned?"
"You, derby, are going to be working at the rehabilitation center! But you don't have to do it for the rest of the summer, you can try it out for a week, and see how you like it, and if you aren't enjoying your time there, you can try you luck at something else in town." She gave me a smile so bright, i could've sworn i saw her sparkle.
"No way!", i actually wasn't pretending anymore, "Thank you!", i gave her a hug.
This trip actually might not suck.
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Hey, its me...not someone else
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