My Girl(A Jacquees Love Story)*ON HOLD*

Ch.4: Flashbacks Part 2

Nicki's POV

I'm finally home from school and I'm sitting on my bed thinking about Jacquees, the fact that I haven't spoken to this boy in almost a year and that I still have feelings for him amazes me. I should be mad at him but I just can't, maybe its just that smile or those big brown eyes that make me forget why I'm mad im in the first place. The truth to really why I'm doubing about going to the concert is about actually seeing him again, a lot can happen in a year and what if I end up telling him how I feel about him only to find out he has a girlfriend? or what if he doesn't remember me and just I'm another fan? I have so many things I want to tell him but my fear is getting the best of me. I rememnber when it was only a couple days before Que left for LA to start working on hir career and we were saying our final goodbyes ...

Flashback to 2011 Ms. Carter and Mama Rosie are having a "Going Away" party for Jacquees to celebrate him being discovered and finally follow his dreams...

Me: Hey Mama Rosie!

MamaR: Yes Nicki?

Me: Where's Jacquees?

MamaR: Oh Rodriguez is probably upstairs playing the game with Jordan

Me: Okay Thankyou

Ok so we just had a huge party I mean damn you would've thought the whole city ame through. Que's family came, a couple of my cousins, and a whole bunch of friends from school that's just how poplular he is around here I remember how everyone used to love hanging over his house like everytime I would go over there, him and his boys would be outside playing basketball. Anyways we had the party at my house just because my mom thought it would be nice if we finally did something for him and this can just probably be his early birthday present. I go upstairs and walk in Jordan's room.

Me: Hey Que can we ta-*G.C.O*

Jordan: Jacquees ain't in here!

Me: Well where is he then?

Jordan: How am I supposed to know!?

Me: Boy if you don't stop yelling at me! don't forget I can still beat your a**

I slam his door shut and hear him say something smart but I just ignore it cause I do not have time to be dealing with his dumba**. I walk into my room to Jacquees sitting on my bed looking through my songbook, he's the only one I trust except fo Aja and Bree to actually look in it. I have written some pretty deep stuff in it before.

Me: Oh there you are I've been looking for you all over this damn house!

Jacquees; Now NiNi you already know that I either be in here crawling through your window when you mama not home or in the living room, I don't chill anywhere else!

I laugh because its actually true, even when my mama is here he'll sneak through the window. We don't really do nothin though just watch a movie, play x-box or just stay up and talk all night about anything and everything. I swear its so easy to talk to Que, I can even talk about my parents without tearing and breaking down cause Que likes to point out all the good times I had with them.

Me: Haha you right *sits next to him on the bed*

Jacquees: You know Nicki you're really talented

Me: What boy please! I ain't nothin!

Jacquees: Girl you gotta be playin! look at these lyrics you got some real true talent... why don't you ever want to go into the music business?

Me: I mean I do its just... I feel like I'm not ready yet like I still have some things I could work on with my voice you know what I'm sayin?