As Long as I'm with You

~04~

Miles POV
My parents were trying to cheer me up by bringing me food and video games but that didn't work. Alya came in after the surgery and I had told her the bad news. Even she tried to tell me everything was okay. I could tell she lost almost all hope when she had her scared speechless frown plastered on her face. She laid in bed with me while I stared at the baby blue colored walls. Praying for a normal life was a bad idea, I will never have a normal life, not ever. Silence was one way of showing that I was upset beyond belief. After surgery I took off the hospital gown and put on some normal clothes that my parents brought me. Sweatpants and my favorite Keaton sweatshirt. I figured if I couldn't be normal at least I could try and dress normal. Since I was super sore I laid down and played some video games.

Alya's POV
It failed, it actually failed. I can't lose Miles. He doesn't deserve to be sick. He is talented and cute and he wouldn't even hurt a fly. Except the one time he actually swatted at a fly, which is not helping my point but still. I promised that I would visit him everyday and try to keep him on his feet. 30 days I thought. 30 long, scary, miserable days I have been clean from cutting. Before the Mid Term show Miles found out that I cut. He found my blade and everything. I tried cutting to forget but I always remembered. I stopped because he found out and he was scared for me. I texted Miles to see how he was doing.

A-Hey
M-Hey
A-wyd
M-Nothing
A- how u feeling??
M- sore😣
A- that sucks😕
M-ik
A- do u miss me
M-a lot
A-do you know when your going to get out?
M- Dr.McAndrews said in a matter of days
A-oh😐
M- u ok?
A-just miss you😘
M-miss u too😘💍
A- we are a cute couple💏
M-ikr
M- gtg have to do some more tests
A- luv you❤️
M-forever and always💗❤️

Once we finished texting I said goodnight to my parents and my sister Avalon then crawled into my bed and went to sleep. I dreamed that I was by myself in the dark with nobody there. Until I saw a light, a beautiful bright yellow light. The light was Miles. I always knew he looked like a God sent angel. He took me on an adventure that made me smile every time I heard the word. It was all fun and games until Miles light started to fade. He was dying, I couldn't save him no matter how hard I tried. Once he was gone I sat there alone in the vivid darkness. I woke up with sweaty palms and a heavy feeling in my chest. I couldn't deal without knowing that Miles was sick, I just couldn't do it. The clock on my phone read 3:45 am. I decided to call him even though he is probably not awake.

M-Hello?
A-Hey
M- r u ok?
A-I just had a nightmare and I wanted to see if you were ok
M- I'm fine it's just that I can't sleep
A-why are you not feeling well?
M- that and I miss you and my semi normal life
A- oh, I will see you first thing in the morning just know that
M- okay. forever and always❤️
A-forever and always❤️

A/N
Sorry I didn't upload Thursday I got really sick so I couldn't go on my trip nor move because I was coughing uncontrollably😰. So here is the late chapter. Thanks for all of your support on my story so far. I know I'm not as famous as hannahliviaa but I am trying!

Xoxo,

                              Ky💖