Modern Black Butler X Reader

Ciel's Past

After a while when I got home I heard small knocks - something like someone throwing pebbles at my window. Agitated I opened the window ready to yell at the person but instead got knocked down out of my window. UNBELIEVEABLE!! I thought to myself as I fell. "AHHHHHH!!!" I hollered only to have someone break my fall. "Ciel?" I asked curious, I first thought he was mad at me but then why would he be at my window? And... thankful he was there to break my fall. "Get off of me! Gah!" He yelled pushing me away in which I smiled cheekily at him. "Sorry" I murmured. I was truly embarrassed.

"So what are you doing here?" I sighed shaking my head walking to the front of my home with him following behind. "I wanted to apologize for my outburst from school.." he started and I nodded, "I understand. My mistake. You're not gay" I giggled as I saw steam coming out of his ears. I knew I was pushing his limits but I couldn't help it!! "Okay, okay! I really am sorry I just thought it was funny a bit." I told him honestly. He set his bag on the L shaped couch in the living room, "I wanted to actually tell you something." He confessed. I thought he was going to say 'Oh (Y/n) your pretty and funny' but that was my mind and self talking I wanted to laugh to myself but that only would make me look stupid and crazy. "What is it?" I asked looking concerned at him tilting my head to the side, cutely.

"Look idiot, you seem nice and kind and I shouldn't have treated you the way I have when you were making those stupid jokes. I know you would need a friend that can guide you through these four years but no one would do so because of how annoying you are. But I would." Ciel said, I was in awe on how kind he sounded but then again I was offended because he was basically saying I was going to become a loner if it wasn't for him. I would have snapped at him but I held my tongue. "Kayy" I said fake smiling. I went inside the fridge and got out a 2 liter bottle of soda and drank it like that then putting it back/

"That's disgusting and insanitary!" Ciel said his eyes widening on how he sees how I live my lifestyle, "Ciel relax, it's how I live. Anyways! So we going to friends or no?" I told him quickly changing the subject. "Uh yeah sure" he stuttered, I nodded. It wasn't because I couldn't make friends. I could I just would like to be friends with Ciel, he seems really smart and nice. He just likes to act tough I bet. "Sooooo Ciel!" He looked up from his phone with a questioning look on his features as if asking me 'what'

"How was your past? I mean - what was it like in your past?" I asked awkwardly scratching the back of my head kind of embarrassed but I saw he tensed at the topic.

"Oh! If you don't want talk about you don't have to!" I panicked shaking both my hands in front of my face as if to stop him from talking about it but it didn't stop him. "No it's fine! I don't mind it! I trust you!" He said . I nodded and calmed down, as did he.

"Let's just say, I was young and it was my birthday and my parents burned in our house fire." I knew that wasn't all. I knew there was more that meets the eye but I wasn't going to pressure him in telling him so I put my hand on his shoulder and gave him my condolences even if it was long ago. "I am so sorry Ciel.." he shook his head, "don't worry about it. It's in the past and besides you have nothing to be sorry about. Once something is lost you can not get I back again" He said with strongly but in his eye there, it looked like there was hidden feelings. On how much he buried his emotions for so long and I did feel sorry, more than sorry really.