A few days have passed since that day. I can’t move anymore. The harder I try, the more stressed I become. All I see is black. It feels like I’m trapped inside an abyss. I feel myself fall deeper and deeper and deeper. Nothing but darkness, loneliness, and sadness engulf me in its shadow. The gloomy atmosphere is thin. Often, I can’t breathe. My lungs always struggle to find enough oxygen. The only thing I do in this rift is listen to my family’s broken voices. The doctor feeds them lies. He tells them I am giving up. Oh how I wish to sock that doctor in the fucking face.
When I find out why he damned me in this bottomless pit, I’m going to break every bone in his simpleton body. I’ll even do it with a smile. I can imagine it now. He’ll be begging for his life when I pin him on the wall. I’ll grab a blade and drag it deep inside his body. I’ll stab his throat and let the blood squirt on my face. I can see myself enjoy every moment. I’ll tear his organs out of his body, and I’ll make him eat it.
The door quietly creaked open. I heard scuffling, and then the door clicked shut. Who on Earth could that be? Allie and Nathan are at school. The nurses never check up on me. My mother is at work…so who? I heard something hollow and metal clang on the floor. The collision echoed in the room. What the hell is going on?
“Be more careful, idiot!” I heard a familiar hoarse voice say. That bastard. What the hell does the doctor want now? My heart monitor started beeping faster. I heard a chuckle soon after. I felt a cold hand grab my arm. It hurt like fuck, but I couldn’t push him away. The doctor let out a sadistic laugh. He knew it hurt.
“Don’t be scared, Ryan. You will die peacefully. “He said with a menacing tone. I tried my hardest to lift an arm, open an eye, or at least smack him, but I couldn’t.
“What are you injecting in his IV doctor?” I heard another familiar voice say. Oh no. It’s the meathead that hit me with a smile, Anthony. Did he get in with the doctor?
“I’m drugging him...with poison.” the doctor said simply. I started to panic in my abyss. He’s poisoning me? Are you frickin’ kidding me? Can’t you just let me die from leukemia?
“But sir…… He already has leukemia… hasn’t he suffered enough? “Anthony said with uncertainty in his voice. Thank you! My thought exactly. After Anthony stopped talking, the room grew silent. A few minutes passed before Anthony cleared his throat.
“Why are you doing this, Sean? Just because some guy paid you to do this doesn’t mean you have to follow his orders! He’s a boy for God’s sake!” Anthony said with an exasperated voice. Someone is paying him to drug me? Who would do that to a kid?
“Do you ever shut your fucking mouth? It’s not just soomeee guyyy. He’s an old friend. His name is Kenneth Terry.” The doctor said in a hushed whisper. Suddenly, the falling sensation stopped. The black abyss immediately transformed into a small, white room. I fell on the floor and looked around. The doctor’s voice echoed in the room. Kenneth Terry. Kenneth Terry. I clutched my head and started to scream in the blinding white room. It felt like someone was slicing me all over my body with a hot, metal shard. I felt an unknown force throw me against the wall. The words grew louder. Kenneth Terry. Realization hit me. Kenneth Terry is my father.
“Kenny looked like he really wanted this… so I’m going to do this for him. We brothers support each other. He wanted me to kill him as soon as I can, so today is the day. Call the family and tell them he’s getting worse.” The doctor said quietly. I heard Anthony leave the doctor and I alone. The longer I thought about my father, the greater the pain became. The betrayal that has lived with me my whole entire life multiplied. I felt absolutely abandoned and unloved. My own father. Why… Wasn’t cheating on mom, forcing your debt on us, and leaving your family enough?
“I’m sorry, Ryan…” I heard the doctor say. Fury started to build inside me. Sorry? You’re sorry? If you’re sorry, then why did you do this? You’re just another filthy, disgusting, horrible man. You deserve to be punished. I will get revenge. I will hurt you with my own hands.
“Well, kid. It’s going to hurt. I lied. Have fun in the other world.” The doctor said. I could hear the smile in his voice. I heard him step out of the room. When the door clicked shut, the pain came at me all at once. I felt like my brains were being scattered around. My fingertips started to burn. The sensation then traveled all over my body. I felt something dig deep into my chest. My heart felt like it was being ripped out along with all my other organs. I collapsed on the white floor. Soon after, my eyes closed.
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