this whole week was all just a blur .....
it all began when I received a voicemail from my boyfriend james . we have been dating for about a year and it has been full of ups and downs . but i loved him and i thought he loved me until received his voice mail , and my whole world fell apart . he began by apoligizing but he felt it was not meant to be but i could tell in his voice that he was lying that he was put up to say that but i did not know . was he serious or was something wrong ? i decided to ask him at school the folowing monday . oh god why did i not just keep the questions to myself ? why did i have to ask him about it ? if i had just ignored him for the day and went home and cryed like normal 17 year old girls when their heart is completely broken .
