That morning I really did not anything to do with the world. I hadn't even checked my phone to see what time it was. I had exams coming up and I knew I could not pass year 11 with missing a day. So I stood up not remembering to horrid site I had left beside my bed. Two shinney red glazed blades that had been my demon releasers the night before. I strained my somewhat foggy eyes and looked down at my wrists and arms. Last night was coming back in bits and pieces now.........
I Remember at around 9:00pm I checked my phone to see if James had called me since he was away on sports stuff. He had left 5days ago and had still not responded to me or communicated with anyone. Of course I was worried but I trusted him and new he was probably busy. The voicemail started out as a silent buzzing and I was so close to pausing it and deleting it but then James's voice came over the phone. It wasn't his usual lovely tone that made anybody within miles stop and listen. It was low and somewhat shaky like someone was holding a gun to his head. He said that we have had our times but that he can't handle this anymore and then the phone went silent.
