So Cold (Liam Dunbar)

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NOT THE LAST CHAPTER. STORY STILL GOING STRONG. WILL PROBAVLT END IN 3-5 CHAPTERS HOWEVER. ENJOY!
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You know that feeling...

When you feel weightless, yet something feels terribly wrong?

That's how I felt when I found myself standing in a hospital hallway.

I wasn't even quite sure how I got here.

Or why my mind was a fuzz.

Last thing I remember was my lungs burning.

But now, they felt good. There was no pain. I haven't felt this good in years.

So why I was in the hospital? How did I get here? Was someone else hurt?

I began to panick at the thought.

I ran down the hallway, IN search of my pack. My family.

Please please be ok.

Just as I reached the emergency room I stopped in my tracks.

Scott was holding back a screaming and crying liam. Stiles was crying.

Theo looked sad.

What was happening?

I rushed over to my love.  "Liam, liam baby what's wrong?" I asked kneeling in front of him.

He didn't even look at me.

"She cant.."he sobbed. "Scott...she can't be..."

He sobbed harder ripping his hands through his hair.

"Scott what's he talking about? Who is It? Where are the girls, are they ok?"

No answer.

It was like he didn't even hear me.

"Scott!" I yelled.

Nothing.

I went over to stiles who was crying silently holding himself.

"Stiles, stiles tell me what's happening" I begged. "Please. "

He didn't even acknowledge me.

And that's when I heard it.

"Skylar please don't die"liam sobbed. "You have to live,don't you leave me"

His eyes following a gourney, as he tried to get out of  Scott's grip.

Who ever was on the gurney...they were trying to resuscitate.

I looked back at a broken liam and suddenly I understood.

Cancer had finally taken me..

Of God.

Oh god no.

NO! I wasn't ready.

I was wrong, I wasn't ready! I wasn't ready to leave liam.

NO NO NO!

Walked up to liam kissing his cheek and I think he shivered. But he couldn't of felt it.

Because I was barely able to touch him.

"We got a bucket list to complete. " I croaked trying not to cry. "I'm staying. "

And with that I followed the doctors as they hurried my lifeless body away.

Before I did what I had to, I hesitated.

My body didn't hurt.

It didn't hurt to stand or breathe anymore.

The pain of cancer was gone...

Did I want it back?

That's when I realized that the pain, the fight...it was worth what I had. It was worth liam. It was worth the pack.

I was doing this. For them. For the love we all shared.

I did what my instinct told me too.

I waited for them to shock My body one more time.

And in that exact moment.

I put my hand over my body's heart...

And begged with everything in my power....

To beat.

Stiles pov.

I must of fallen asleep.

I woke up feeling uncomfortable. Looking around me Scott and Liam had fallen asleep in the waiting room too.

Theo left after they took skylar away.

Skylar...

They got her heart to beat again.

But they said that if she didn't wake up tonight she never would.

My eyes teared up and I rubbed my face trying to calm down.

I checked the time. It was 4am.

What does one do at 4am ?

Eat.

I decided to go to the 711 across the street.

I got food and once I was back in the hospital I realized I forgot a drink.

I groaned and walked to the vending the machine that was passed skylar's room.

"Stiles?" I heard a croak.

I stopped, frozen. 

I looked over,

It was skylar, just waking up.

"OH MY GOD!" I ran back down the hall away to the guys. Shaking them awake.

They bolted awake. "What?" They said in unison freaked out.

"Wait.." Liam sighed. "Why do you have a burrito?"

I looked down at the burrito I was still holding. I pointed it at him.

"I-I was hungry. " I said. "But that's not the point. Skylar, skylar's awake" I said rushed.

As soon as the words came out they were running down back to her room and I followed feeling winded.

I.need to work out.

I called a nurse to check on skylar and joined the guys who were crying, hugging our little skylar.

"My turn. " I chimed and went in for a bear hug, causing to cough. "Shit Shit Shit, sorry, will a burrito help? Oh my God be ok "
I freaked out and she smiled sleepily. 

Just think Scott's mom walked in.
"Alright guys,only one person at a time then she should get some rest."

"Liam you stay, we're gonna get some rest. But we'll be back tomorrow. Promise. "And we hugged sky one more time.

She said good night and as we walked out of the room I looked back at skylar and liam.

How the looked at each other, how they cried at the fact of what almost happened.

I looked at liam and I knew he'd trade places with her.

It made me think of my mom and dad.

When my mom got sick.

It made me remember how one day she was there.

And then she wasn't.

Not mentally at least.

Then she wasn't there physically either.

It's funny...

How people you love...

Can just no longer be there,

At any moment.

And you never get a goodbye.