Empty years were spent trying to find someone like you,
I hated myself and accepted lies of hate as true,
but the hope of you carried me through,
and now I’m lost, broken, and back to hating, not knowing what to do,
I beg you to come back to me and take my hand,
show me the peace that faded too soon,
and help me fight off my demons,
for there are just too many for me to handle.
I resent the fact that you proved to be like every other girl,
I could’ve sworn that you were different,
but as it played out you, just like everyone else,
have taken a piece of my heart,
though I can surely say it is the biggest piece to date.
How does it feel?
To know that you are what tipped me over,
you gave me that last push,
to never trust anyone again.
I can’t truly hate you with everything I am,
because thanks to you,
it will be difficult for me to lose anymore of my heart,
because without trust I shall not hand it over,
and my time for trusting,
just like my time with you,
is over.
