Infamous

Im a little sick

A month into tour and we'd been shipped over to Europe.This morning I was a little under the weather and didn't go out to explore Dublin.

I'd been throwing up and I thought I had a fever.Percy said I'd just caught a bug but I didn't think so. While they were out exploring pubs I found a convenient store and bought the one thing I never wanted to.

A pregnancy test.

Just looking at it made me cringe. I did everything I was suppose to do and left it in the bathroom to go to soundcheck.

Thirty minutes later I returned and sat on in my bed. I sighed and screamed into my pillow before going into the bathroom.

Gingerly I picked it up and looked. A pretty pink plus sign was visible. I was pregnant.

My lips curled slightly into a smile and I wrapped the test up in some tissue paper.

I didn't know how to tell Ricky but I thought it would just be nice to surprise him and send the test to him.

On the inside I was scared of what he would say. We weren't even married and guys get scared when the girlfriends are pregnant. They usually just run. I hope he didn't run.

Tonight would be the best night to tell the guys. They should know since they are always with me. It would be a little weird if I kept it a secret.What if they wanted to go drinking?

We played the venue at 11 and it was jam packed.It reminded me of the shows we did with motionless and my heat ached.

After the show we went back to the hotel and we all went to Percy's room. Of course he brought out Jacks Daniels and started passing it around.When it came to me I shook my head no.

"Why not?" Arson asked.

I smiled and placed my hand on my stomach. Percy's eyes got real big and he shook his head.

"I'm pregnant," I say.

The room grows silent and everyone's eyes got big.

Jasper smiled at me and was the first to hug me.

"Can I start calling you mommy?" He asks with a big smirk.

I giggle and slap him on the arm. "No," I yell.

Everyone else gave me hugs and congratulates me. That was easy now I just have to tell Ricky.