The perks of being me

Day 4

16th Dec 2013

Dear friend,

School is over for the year.

Oh, sorry I haven't been on. A lot of things have been happening. So I'll tell you all about the last couple of weeks.

Okay, two weeks ago a guy I liked asked me out. He's a year 6 and his name is Jamil. Since I'm a year 7 I said no because I didn't want to break up with him or have a long distance relationship. But then he told me it's alright if I dumped him on the last day of school. Which is what I did.

I went to Josh Normans birthday party to keep Tahlia entertained. But we ended hanging out with the guys that were there (Matt Taylor, Jamil Henze and Jarel Henze). Jamil gave me a necklace which I still wear today because I love it so much and because I miss him.

On the Thursday of the last week of school, was our year 7 graduation. I got my hair and make up done and lots of people said I looked gorgeous. We had dinner at Sferahs and it was lost of fun.

On that Friday, it was the last day do school. It was a very sad day. Everyone brought in their Year 7 t-shirt and got it signed by all the year 7s in our class. When the bell went there were a lot of tears. Most of them coming from myself, Kate and Chelsea Hart.

I became closer with one of the guys, Anthony. He was touching my hand and holding my waist most if Friday. On Sunday, he told me he liked me and wanted to kiss me at Zak's birthday party. Something didn't feel right about this because he told me out of nowhere. I just went along with everything he said. He asked me if I liked him (which I did a tad bit, NOT MUCH AT ALL!) so I said yes. (Playing along with what I thought was a joke)

He said he wanted a hot photo of me and so here I was, going along with it and sending him different photos of me.

On Sunday night, I talked to Chelsea Hart over the phone about this. Anthony had told her that it was a joke. When we stopped talking, I asked him if it was a joke and he said it was and that he was sorry. (YEAH RIGHT!)

Today (Monday), he had Josh and Cameron over. And he kept bullying me. Telling me that I got played (which was true) and that I have rolls and I'm a shit singer and I have no friends and that I was crying (I wasn't). This all made me pretty upset and mad. Like, how sick is he to mess around with my feelings like this? Honestly, I feel like crying. But, I won't. To prove him wrong.

And that, my friends, is why I haven't been on.

I am sorry about the long long long long gap between chapters.

Love Always, Tayla.