The perks of being me

Day 6

25th Dec 2013

Dear friend,

Okay. I got lots of presents. But can I just have a ramble? I just posted this one Instagram along with the photo of hue 1D movie.

"I just finished watching this.

I want to sing for the rest of my life now. My five idols just made my life better even more. They have fun every second they get. I just want to be in a girl band and sing. All my life. As loud as I can, with my guitar. Just sing my sweet, innocent heart out. I like, cried throughout the whole thing. They just showed me a purpose in life. I have to keep going. If I want to sing, I can't give up. I'll take singing lessons, learn how to play the guitar and then audition for the X Factor. I want to be like 1D when I'm older. I want to be the fun, loud, exiting girl that everyone loves. I want to be the one who other little girls look up to and say "she's my idol. I want to be like her when I get older." Because that would make my life. Just being able to have people appreciate who I am and what I do. I sing, a lot. Not everyone thinks I can sing. But I try, I do. These guys have just showed me them. Not "stage" Louis, Harry, Zayn, Liam and Niall. But who they really are. I don't love stage them, I love the real them.❤️😍😭 @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles @harrystyles "

I just want to say, never change to impress someone. Because, I want to be famous. Like, have hundreds of fans and a band and people to know and love me for me. I am so moved by their movie I'm literally crying right now. I hope this means something to you. Because, I want to be famous. As famous as my five idols; Louis William Tomlinson, Harry Edward Styles, Niall James Horan, Liam James Payne and Zayn Jawaad Malik.

Thank you and merry Christmas.

Love Always, Tayla.