Recently, Margot realize that Jared liked to spend time by himself in his room. It was common for every couple to want to be secluded from their partner but with Jared....It was a different. Each day,his smiles grew weaker and weaker, and seemed more fake. She didn't want him to be in pain but every time she tried to talk about it he just said he was fine she felt light headed as she walked around the kitchen,trying to make a ham and cheese sandwich,and she gently moved aside the fluffy hat that her boyfriend's brother Shannon won for him Jared just loved that thing
Margot lazily licked the mayo off of her finger, before she jerked slightly, hearing a loud thump from the bedroom she shared with Jared. A frown grew upon her face as she tilted her head back and try to find the courage to yell and ask Jared what in fucks name he was doing
"Jared?" she called gently.No answer,Jared just probably just didn't hear her. She walked to the staircase and traveled upwards wishing someone else was at the house right now
"Jared? come on. If something's wrong don't be like this. please talk to me, won't you-....?"
A soft gurgling noise was heard, and a sound of a rope snap Margot's eyes widen as her mind went to the worst possible situation and her blood boiled from underneath her skin.
"No,no,no,NO!"
She panicked,and slammed her fist onto the door,trying to wiggle the knob as well.The door was locked,and she started to frantically yell for him, in fear it was too late.
"NO!JARED!PLEASE!!!" she screamed,sobbing and yanking on the knob. More gurgling noises were heard, and when she heard the chair knock over onto the wooden floor,that's when she lost it.
"JARED!!!DON'T DO THIS!!NO! I......"
There was silence, and she trembled and slowly slid onto her knees, her fists pressed against the door, and she stared down at the floor. Tears blurred her vision,and she trembled as she started to sob, curling up against the door and clawing at it
"Baby,I need you" she whisper, her throat right with such emotion that made her heart hurt.
Still no response.
"I'm sorry if you didn't feel loved..I'm sorry if you thought that I didn't love.... why did you do this? Why wouldn't you let me help you?" her voice cracked,and shr pounded on the door furiously,angry at herself for allowing Jared to suffer by himself,and to leave him probably feeling abandoned
Jared was the strong one of the two, ever since meeting at on the set of suicide squad.
But now he was..... Gone
He was gone, and after a had that stupid fight, She felt like the worst person ever,
-Flashback a few hours ago-
"WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO JARED START IGNORING ME AGAIN"
"IT'S BETTER THAN DEALING WITH YOUR CRAZY ASS MARGOT"
"WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO PUSH ME AWAY JARED?! YOU ALWAYS FUCK THESE THINGS UP!"
She held her head in her hands as she rested her forehead against the door, tears filling her eyes, she tried containing her breaths
Nobody there except her, She was having an anxiety attack,and her boyfriend, her best friend,father of her unborn child and her everything just hung himself
She allowed herself to collapse onto her side,lazily glancing up and saw Jared's shoes resting on the ground,and she felt herself start to slowly blackout, feeling the pain slowly going away.
"I'm sorry,baby" she whispered, before closing eyes, and lost the best thing that has ever entered her life.
"Margot"?
He was gone.how could she have just let him slip through her fingers?
"Margot?"
He was gone, and now she didn't know what to do with herself.
"MARGOT!!!"
The blonde jerked violently,leaving her to gasp and quickly open her eyes. Margot rested on the couch,she quickly looked around,being very confused
A tired looking Jared glared down at her,crossing his arms to his chest. She lazily glanced up at him, parting his lips,and she made a sound. He sighed and slipped a blanket over her,leaning down and gently kissing her lips, and he laced his fingers through her soft long blonde hair.
"I'll be upstairs in the room no need to check up on me I'm fine" he sighed and got up walking. she sighed and laid there for a few minutes ,before walking to make a ham and cheese sandwich.
Wait a minute.
She panicked and ran, tripping over Jared's dog Nala,and squealed as you ran up the stairs.
"JARED! JARED!,BABY DON'T DO IT! LET ME IN!" her voice trembled with fear as she shook the locked knob. she heard clothes and things being moved around, and a chair being dragged.
"Jared,please hear me out!" she groaned and tried to keep opening the door. "I'm sorry that you're in pain. I'm sorry that you don't have the need to tell anyone your feelings I just wanted to say that I love you for you, and your's the best damn thing that has ever happened to me. I need you, Jared. Maybe more than you need me, But I'd appreciate it if you took a deep breath, moved away from the rope and chair.... and realize how much you're worth it. Because you are worth it, Jared. You're worth every tear, every aching moment,every dorky moment I admired you, loved you because you were strong for me. why can't you let me do the same for you baby?"she said through tears and leaned her forehead against hers and Jared's bedroom
"Please let me be strong for you" she whimpered.There was silence, and she knew Jared was on the chair. She sobbed and punch the door
"I love you! I love you so much! please don't leave me! I need you so much" she cried out and sobbed against the wood covering her face.
"please don't go...." she whimpered in her head, and suddenly the door opened, and Jared looked down at her holding the rope, and he looked away shamefully.
She just sat there for a moment before rushing and wrapping her arms around Jared's neck hugging him as tight as she could. Jared wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her just as tight.
"why do you even care about me?what make me so special you can get another boyfriend and a better one that doesn't fuck everything up" Jared said in her ear with disgust in his voice Jared then felt how she was shaking and sighed and gently started rubbing her back
He fell to his knees with her in his arms when he saw her look up with a sad, defeated look, They both sat there and held each other, whispering to one another and gripping onto the opposites shirt.
"I know it's hard but PLEASE don't give up. Feel this?" she gently took Jared's hand and put it on her tummy "That baby is having a purpose. You're worth it. you're worth every single breath you take on this earth nothing you say or do will change how much you mean to me and this child Jared"
Jared trembled against her and sobbed against her shoulder, clutching onto her shirt "I am so sorry Margot. I almost tried to leave you and my child alone in this world" She kissed Jared and said " we can forgive you if you never try this again Jared I need you. now we both need you" Jared puts his hands on her tummy and kisses her "I love you so much Margot and I love our child" "we love you too Jared" and with that Margot and Jared climbed in bed and cuddle until they both fell asleep.
