Brendon and Sam have been best friends since diaper days and they are so obviously in love but it's not until a fateful game of spin the bottle when they finally realize it.
Triggers: brief mentions of abuse, self harm, self hate and eating disorders.
Word count: 1301
~Brendon~
It's the first day of my senior year and I'm kinda happy about it. I hate this high school and this town and I can't wait to go to school in New York with my best friend in the fall.
Me and Sam are really popular because we both played football. Everyone loves us. But really they don't know us.
They know two boys who are good looking, nice, maintain good grades and play football they don't know that the same boys have both been through hell and back many times in their own ways.
They don't know that Sam's dad used to beat him and his brother used to rape him. They don't know that he has trouble eating and sleeping or that he has scars on his legs and his back and his stomach. They don't know that I've stopped him several times from leaving this world.
They don't know that my mom used to sell me to older guys for drug money and let her boyfriends beat me or that I make myself puke and I have cuts and burns everywhere too or that Sam, like me has stopped me from leaving.
And they don't need to know any of that but it makes me mad that they love us so much for something so stupid, so common and cliche but if they found out for example that I'm bi or that I hate myself they'd all hate me.
Me and Sam live together in a little two bedroom apartment in town.
Sam is my everything. Honestly I'm in love with him. I Brendon Thomas am completely utterly in love with my best friend.
He, like me is bi but he'd never want me.
Anyways, school went be pretty quickly. I have three classes with Sam and a lot of people approached us saying hi. We don't start football for another week.
After school we went home. We share a car to save money.
We got to our apartment and since neither of us had homework tonight we played video games and talked until dinner time. For dinner we just ate ramen since neither of us felt like cooking or going out.
~Sam~
On Wednesday me and Brendon got invited too a big party.
We decided to go to this one since it was held by the more artsy and creative kids that we actually liked hanging out with.
So Friday night at 6 o'clock me and Bren left the house.
I was wearing black skinny jeans, a maroon hoodie with cool designs and my docs, Bren was wearing a white Adidas graffiti design hoodie and blue vans with back skinny jeans too.
He looked so breathtaking, he always does. I am so incredibly in love with him.
Neither me or Brendon drink or do any drugs as we've both had bad experiences with them.
We find our friend Renée and she asks us if we want to play truth or dare with her and some friends, we say sure.
~Renée~
I've known Brendon and Sam since freshman year and literally anyone could tell you that they're madly in love with each other. They have unmistakable chemistry and they obviously belong together, you can just tell by how they act around each other.
It's so obvious that they're in love with how they look at each other, how they treat each other, how they act around each other but they are so damn oblivious.
Both boys are in love with the other, this I know for a fact as I've talked to them but neither boy thinks the other feels the same.
And tonight I'm finally gonna get them together.
~Brendon~
We sit in a circle with about fifteen other people and About five people go before the bottle lands on Renée, after she goes she spins it and it lands on Sam.
Sam picks dare. Renée dares him to kiss me and my cheeks heat up. My heart starts to pound and my head spins. Then his lips are on mine and fireworks erupt. I moan slightly and he tangles his fingers in my hair, pulling me closer.
We break apart to breathe and we're both blushing. He stutters "we uh we need to leave"
We get to the car and he pushes me against it before crashing his lips to mine again. We break apart again and he says "Brendon...I'm so in love with you and I need to know now if you feel the same or not" I just crash my lips to his before starting the car and driving us home.
We get inside and I ask him to be my boyfriend, he says yes of course.
We start making out again then he blushes before saying "Brendon...baby I... I need to feel you...please" I say "what?" Confused for a second before I realize he meant he wants to feel me like all of me and I pull him to my room. I gently push him on the bed and climb on top of him.
I kiss his lips then I kiss his neck. When I find his sweet spot I nibble and suck on it, leaving a pretty purple hickey.
I start gently grinding on him while kissing him passionately. I bite his lip gently and he gasps, letting me in.
I break away from him briefly to pull off our shirts and then I go back to kissing him.
I tease his nipple with my fingers, gently pinching and rubbing it. He gasps and bucks his hips slightly.
I feel him pressing against me and I loose it.
I pull off our jeans and grind my hard on against him at a fast pace. He moans loudly and starts making hickeys all over my neck and my chest.
I slide my hands down and grab his ass through his boxers. Squeezing gently and pulling him down, kissing him senseless.
He looks at me with hungry eyes before practically ripping off my boxers.
He jerks me off slowly, teasing my aching cock.
I slide my hand in the back of his boxers and grab his ass before teasing his hole with my fingers. He moans and bucks his hips.
I take off his boxers and flip him on his stomach before rimming him.
God he tastes amazing.
~Sam~
I feel my boyfriend thrust his tongue into me.
He rims me fast and deep and oh my god it feels so fucking amazing.
I'm moaning so much and I'm so hard and I'm dripping so much pre.
He stops for a minute and gets up for a second and then I feel him push a lubed finger into me. After I adjust to it I feel another then another then I feel empty but then he thrusts into me and it hurts but it's also so amazing.
~Brendon~
I thrust into him and I hold still until he pushes back slightly letting me know I can move.
I thrust into him slowly. He feels so amazing.
He moans for me to go harder and faster so I do.
I make love to him really hard and fast.
My hands are in his hair, his nails are scratching my back. I'm nibbling on his neck and he's moaning sweet, sexy, loud moans.
I love everything about this boy. He is my everything.
AN:
Idk how I feel about this but imma try to update again this month. I'm sorry I've been inactive- Tristan
