Behind the smile I wear
There's only misery and despair
Behind the smile I hide
Everything that's dark inside
Behind the smile I keep
Everything that's underneath
Its all locked away
Hidden from anyone to see
By a fake smile and long sleeves
Behind this smile
I'm wearing thin
I'm barely hanging on by a thread
Still fighting these demons in my head
If you could see beyond my smile
Then you'd know its just for a while
If you could see the wounds on my arms
Then you'd know I'm not very far
I don't eat to be perfect
But in the end its not really worth it
If you could see behind the smile
Then you'd know in letting go
I'm giving up
Behind the smile
