I'm drowning myself
Drowning myself alone in my own mind
Came from a dark past in a house full of bad memories
Wanting to see the light of day, and breath the breathe of life
Wanting to run away from it all, from those bad times
But it keeps coming back, it always comes back for me
Never leaves me alone, never letting me go back to those happy times
It keeps drowning and pulling me down
Never letting me get away
I want to be set free
Save me from my demons
The ones in my head and the ones in real life
I pray to be let go of by these things
I pray for the day of relief, whether through life or through death
I pray to be let go
Don't let me drown in the pain
Don't let me pulled down by the memories
Don't let me submit to over dying need to end it
Don't let me submit to the demons that I so desperately pray to go away
I pray for relief and tranquility
But knowing my luck so far...
It'll never come
