The Heartbreak Diaries

Prologue

To whoever may be reading this in the future,

I know I'm not giving you much of a backstory, but I just bought this journal and I didn't really wanna take up all the pages with just my backstory. I will give you a little something to help you understand what I'll be writing about, though.

So, I'm in 11th grade. My junior year of high school (yay me). I've had a crush on this guy for about two years now, and something really awesome happened last year. I told him that I liked him and he said he kind of liked me back. It was so great, and I was so happy. Then something else happens.

Summer. Break.

I never thought the close friendship we'd had before we confessed would've disappeared, but hey, it slowly started slipping away as time went on. I saw him maybe two times over the summer, and the entire time I was worried about things I was never worried about before: my hair, my makeup, etc etc. Anyway, you get the gist.

So can you grasp the concept of my frustration yet? My best friend who happens to be a boy is the one I'm in love with. Come on! Couldn't it have been some random-ass dude from the glee club or football team? Nope. Had to be him. Now I'm stuck in a rut with my loyalty tying my heart to him. I mean seriously, why the hell am I so loyal? One guy, and I could forget him like that (insert finger snap ), but no. Every day, every week, every month, every year I am forced to see him. Just looking at him makes me wanna sit down and cry cause I feel like he doesn't like me anymore and I frikin love him! Person in the future, is there any possible way you could, I don't know, travel back in time, find me and shoot me? Cause that'd be great.

Ok backstory's done what else, what else... Ah! I wanna tell you what he looks like. Ok, so picture this: sandy hair, brown eyes, glasses. The frikin definition of adorable. AND
(yes, there's more 😏) his personality. Oh my gosh! So cute! He's kind, a huge sweet heart, smart, talented, funny...ha~h. What's not to love about him? Enough rambling though, I'll start writing my entires now, I guess.

~April

P.S. It might seem like they randomly start cause they just do. Sorry if you can't follow right away, I'll try to make them easy for you to understand.