LETTER GIRL (KathBie)

Chapter 11: If Only

This chap. will be told in Albie's POV…….

I watched the door softly close. 

What's this???

I touched my face to find that it was moist with tears.

Why am I crying??? Why am I letting her affect me so? 

I shook my head in frustration as more tears started to saturate my face. 

Until finally it hit me...my best friend is gone.

I punched the wall and threw my things all over the room. I couldn't help it I just needed to let the frustration out. 

By the time I was done my room was in a extreme disaray and the only thing left untouched was the box that she left.

I closed my eyes as I recall what she said.

*flashback*

"What's in the box?", I asked. 

"All the things that made me fall for you.", I said. 

Then she turned the doorknob and left.

*end flashback*

I slowly opened the box and looked at all the contents. 

Shirts that she accumulated.

Gifts from all our years together.

Pictures of us.

Notes that we passed from our Middle School Years.

All my life it has always been me and her. 

I began putting her possessions back in the box until I noticed a notebook that I didn't recall having any link to.

I took it out and opened the first pages and I found my self smiling as I saw what she wrote. 

-Albie + Kath

-Kath+Albie

-Albie LOVES Kath

-Kath LOVES Albie

-Mrs. Albie Casino

-Mr. and Mrs. Albie Casino

-Mrs. Kathryn Chandria Casino

Finally I reached the back and there were several entries.

Dear Journal,

Do you think Albie will like me??? Ever??? I could only hope you know. But how can he ever like me? I'm his gal pal... his best friend. What do I have to offer??? Sigh...I guess I'll just have to wait.

Dear Journal,

Today I found out Albie was going out with my worst nightmare.. Andi. How could he??? i thought he was my best friend. It's not that I don't want him to be happy..I do...but why does it have to be Andi???

Dear Journal,

Today Albie said we can't be friends. After everything...after everything! *tear stain* I didn't even know about that second letter...it wasn't me... How can he even think that??? And now Aria tells me..there are copies all over the school??? How could of that of happened. I wouldn't do that!! *tear stain* How could of that of ever entered his mind?? Who could of done this to me??? I bet it must've been Andi....ugh..what am I thinking. Albie likes Andi..I should be supportive of him. Ugh what am I saying...

I closed the journal because I couldn't take it anymore. 

Ohmigawd what have I done??? Why couldn't I have seen it?? She loved me all this time??? And i didn't know?? Why couldn't of she told me before?..because maybe..maybe.....never mind...

If only you knew Kath...

If only you knew...