Chapter:4 Why Do I Love You?

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After that faithful night I spent my nights crying in frustration. Why couldn't Albie love me?? Why couldn't Albie choose me? 

My attitude in the day time was totally different though. I smiled and acted like everything was okay but inside my heart was really breaking. 

My nights were spent going over to Albie's house. We had fun and everything but it always would end with him telling me about HER. And like an idiot I always gave him advice.

Until one day I was walking home and I saw Andi and she was with a guy. Except that guy WASN'T Albie. It was someone else. I thought to myself, "Is Andi cheating on him?" But I didn't want to jump to conclusions so I just kept things in mind. 

When I got home that night I went onto my bed and did the usual routine. I buried my head into my pillow and cried. But this night was different. I wasn't only crying for myself I was crying for Albie. My God I prayed while sobbing. I did not want to discover that Andi was cheating on Albie because SHE is what makes him happy. I don't care about myself and my own hapiness all I care about is Albie.

Sometimes I wonder WHY DO I LOVE ALBIE? But I guess the answer is just because.

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