Learning to Trust You (EDITING)

Chapter 2

~~4 years later~~

Authors note
I keep getting comments about the 4 years later thing. It wouldn't take people that long to heal, I guess I should have explained better. A few days or so he healed and testified. Now it is the present and he is talking about the past.

Ruki's P.O.V.

After i healed i testified against Aoi. He was arrested and put into prison. I don't really remember how many years he got. Anyway, the album i was working on at Roca Records was finished and i switched to Kanen Records. I refuse to open up to anyone. They all think its weird but i have no problem with it.
Me and my new manager, Reita, are heading to an interview talk show. Ugh, im just glad its not the same guy anymore. "Ruki. Please, don't freak out at the interview." Reita said and i nodded. Some of the questions actually get to me now.
"Welcome Ruki-san." The interviewer said politely. "Hello." I replied. I gave a smile. The interviewer checked his phone. "Well, if it's ok, lets start with a few questions from fans." The interviewer as kindly. I nodded and took a deep breath.
"Ok. Everyone wants to know. Are you still a virgin? I realize you had this question before." The interviewer said. "I... um.." I clenched my hands into fists. I got up and ran back stage. Reita grabbed my arm.
"Ruki. Where are you going?" He asked. I shook my head. "Let me go. I cant... i need to be alone." I said but Reita pulled me back to the room. He whispered something in the interviewer's ear.
"Oh. Im sorry." The interviewer said and looked at me apologetically. What did Reita say? "Ok. Well turns out Ruki-san needs to leave. Family problems." The interviewer said and i left.
"Ruki. I asked you not to freak out." Reita said, grabbing my arm. "Don't touch me." I screamed and pushed him away. I went to the car and waited for Reita.
Reita joined me in the car but we both remained silent. The car stopped at my house and i got out of the car, Reita following me.
"Why couldn't you answer the question?" Reita asked as we entered my home. He closed the door and i went and sat on the couch.
"I just couldn't."
Reita raised a brow. I shook my head. "I....was. um.." I looked away from Reita and stood up. "Ruki. What is it?" He pushed on. "Umm. I was raped by my manager four years ago. He was my guitarist. I trusted him more than anyone and he did that to me." I said and clenched my hands into fists. "Im sorry." Then i felt arms around me. I felt my tears flow. I pushed his arms away and went to my room. I slammed my door and locked it. I went onto the balcony and looked down at the cemented driveway. I stood on a chair and stared out. I felt like i wasn't living. Just another statue.
Then i jumped. I felt the wind on my face as i fell. Staring at the ground getting bigger then feeling my bones break. Then.... black. The darkness took over.

Beep. Beep. Beep.
Beep. Beep. Beep.

What the fuck is that noise? I opened my eyes. A hospital room? I wanted to sit up but the the pain wouldn't let me. Then i saw Reita. He looked like a total mess. I kind of smiled but i stopped as he looked up.
"Hey Ruki. How are you feeling?" He said and i just stared at him.
"The doctor says you will be fine. You have three broken ribs and you broke your nose." He said and stood. "Are you hungry?" I continued to stare then closed my eyes. Sleep took over then darkness again.

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"No! Leave me alone!" I screamed and ran down the narrow street. I looked back, Aoi was chasing me. The look of lust filled his eyes. I felt my tears flow as i tried to run faster. A crowd of fans formed in front of me.
"Ruki-san!" They screamed and came towards me. I ran through the crowd and continued down the street. Someone tripped me and i fell. When i stopped rolling down the hill i opened my eyes. Aoi was holding me down.
He leaned down and kissed me, forcing his tongue into my mouth. I tried pushing him but it didn't work.
He grabbed my wrists with on hand and stuck the other in my pants and boxers.
"Aoi. Stop!" I screamed as he continued and stripped my pants along with boxers. He stared coldly into my eyes. His dark orbs held nothing but lust and greed. I looked away. I flinched and cried out as i felt him thrust into me.
"Stop!" I cried and Aoi was pulled away.
I watched as the unknown man beat Aoi nearly to death and turned to me. He grabbed my boxers and handed them to me. I slipped them on. He picked me up bridal style and hugged me close.
"Im sorry i let him hurt you, Ruki." The familiar voice rang out. "R-reita?"
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I awoke and saw Reita asleep in a chair. He looked so peaceful. I sighed and leaned into the soft pillows. The doctor entered. "Hello baby." I flinched at Aoi's voice.
The raven haired man closed and locked the door. He pulled a knife from his pocket and lounged it into Reita's throat.
Reita's eyes widen. He begins coughing and blood splurts out of his mouth. I stared at the dying man in front of me. No! He was protecting me. Aoi smirked and pushed Reita's body onto the floor.
He pulled the knife out and came towards me. He sat on the edge of the bed. He was smiling. He grabbed my right arm and began slitting my wrist.
"Aoi. Stop it." I said and tried to pull away. He slammed the knife in my stomach and smiled. I felt my tears flow.
"You will be mine soon." He said as my heart monitor slowed and my vision blurred.
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I awoke and sat up. I screamed from the unbearable pain in my stomach and chest. Reita comes to the bed and forces me to lay back down. I let out a sob and began crying uncontrollably. Reita leaned in closer and kissed me. My tears instantly stopped at his actions. I slowly close my eyes and push into the kiss.

Author's note
I had lost inspiration but fount some again. XD