Learning to Trust You (EDITING)

Chapter 3

Ruki's P.O.V

Ok. Its been a few months since my suicide attempt. Im currently heading to an interview. This time, Reita will be there with me.

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"Hello Ruki-san. Welcome back. I hope your family problems are fixed." The inter viewer said kindly. I nodded my head and smiled. "Who is this man?" The interviewer asked. "Im Reita. Ruki's manager." Reita spoke for me.

"Ruki-san. We have some questions if you don't mind." I nodded and smiled. "A fan wants to know why your no longer making music with Aoi and where did Aoi go?" The interviewer ask and my heart stopped.

"That's actually a-" i cut Reita off. I took a deep breath. "Its ok Reita. They deserve to know the truth." I paused.

"Well, Aoi was my best friend, my manger, and my guitarist. But 4 years ago, he raped me. He is currently in prison." I said and the fans grew quiet. "Im so sorry Ruki-san." The interviewer said. I took another deep breath.

"What has made you come out about this?" The interviewer asked. "Well, i felt the fans should know why the exguitarist is no longer here. He betrayed my trust." I replied and leaned back in my seat.

"Well that answered one of the other questions as well." The interviewer said. "What question?" Reita asked.

"If Ruki-san was virgin or not." The interviewer replied. "Yes. I am still virgin. I like to believe that if your raped, your still virgin until you are with someone you love." I spoke up. The interviewer nodded. "Thats a very nice belief." The interviewer said and i stood.

"Now, im afraid i will be leaving early. Im quite tired from singing for music videos today." I said while standing and stretching. I walked outside towards the car.

"Ruki-san." I heard a voice i turned around. "Yes?" I asked.

"I was here 4 years ago when i was five. You took a picture with me." The little girl said and smiled. "Oh hello." I smiled back.

"Can i have another picture?" She asked. "Of course." I replied and knelt down to her height. She stood beside me as her mother took our photo.

The little girl hugged me and kissed my cheek. "Im sorry about what happened after we met." The little girl said kindly.

"Hina, don't remind him." The mother scolded. "Its alright." I smiled and the girl and her mother walked off.

"You want kids someday, Ruki?" Reita asked and i stood up. "Eh, im not sure." I replied and got in the car. Maybe ill adopt some kids sometime.

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I got out of the car and Reita followed me inside. I sat at the couch and Reita put in a horror movie as if he read my mind. He sat beside me, staring at the tv. I kicked my shoes off and pulled my feet onto the couch. I hugged Reita's arm and laid my head on his shoulder. "Im so tired." I said and Reita chuckled.

"What's so funny?"

"You chibi-chan." He said and leaned his head against mine. I elbowed him in the stomach. "Don't fucking call me that." I say and go back to watching the movie. I hear him sigh and i smile a little.

I close my eyes and fall asleep to a girl's dying screams.

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I awoke on the couch in Reita's arms. I stared at his face, so peaceful. I bet i don't look peaceful when i sleep. To much shit has happened to me. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair.

"Just going to stare at me?" I heard his voice and he sat up, hugging me. "I love you, Ruki-chan." He said and kissed my cheek.

Author's Note

Finally updated. Anyway, the next chapter will be soon it may even be the last.