I've got these friends
and they've got hair full of split ends.
And these friends, they are my frazzled darlings
constantly snarling.
They are angsty teens who steal the stars right out of my sky
and I?
I wish they understood the contradiction of taking my stars out of my sky
because I just hang them back up.
I've got these friends and they've got me too
our home is a zoo where the animals never sleep because
sleeping is cheap.
One by one, all three pressure me
into something I shouldn't be.
Anxious, depressed, and paranoid
these three friends, they fill the void
left by many who are cheap and who take part in sleep.
Not me, nope.
I have hope
and hope is only acquired by those who are awake
woke.
And I don't dare sleep because sleeping is cheap when there's a price to pay
heaven is only a stairway away.
My three friends, they keep me aware
aware of things that nobody cares
about.
The peace, the love and the freedom
these can all only be obtained by someone with a kingdom
and depression, anxiety, and paranoia
can destroy a person with sunglasses to take away from
all the passes given to those who are specified.
To those who lack three friends to keep them in check
to keep them in their crew neck sweaters and
to keep them dancing to the melody of hate culture
like turkey vultures who forget to breathe in
because nobody is as complicated as a heathen.
These three friends are the best I've ever had
keeping me gasping for air, sad and mad.
Keeping my nails, lips, and cheeks bitten red
never allowing rest upon my bed
because the word needs help.
Not from those who believe in fictitious yelps
from the wolves who cried "boy"
but from those who are patented with three friends.
It is not real
not real as the soldiers who kneel for the humans forced to skip meals and the humans who can't deal
with what is real
like my three friends.
The world is in dire need as it pleads
for us to lead.
Lead it away from dividends, labels and pointed fingers
covered in sin that lingers
from truth to truth.
If you are not depressed, anxious, and paranoid
you are not filling any voids.
You don't deserve a gold star on your collared shirt
because you are not participating in the hurt.
You will not be applauded by those who live on pedestals
because you are not sensible, not credible.
You can not see the truth without your sunglasses.
You can not see through anything unless an anxiety filter is applied smoothly like molasses.
You can not see truth without paranoia colored frames that aid you in taking aim at the ones who know.
My three friends, locked away in my head
paraphrase a future phase of my own life
where I am left for dead
in some kind of asylum because truth isn't allowed out.
I'm not insane, not as insane as those who bailout when the going gets tough.
not as those who sprout lies through Cheshire cat grins
not as those who prefer optimism and flower fields to skip through
while the finest of Dolce and Gabbana covers their skin
and MAC cosmetics covers their chins.
I am blind without my three friends,
as are you
who say they are not true.
Remove your sunglasses now
and see what is to be thankful for.
See what is to be not taken for granted and my friends and I, we'll be waiting at the door,
hoping it hits you on the way out.
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Oddly Quotable
ПоэзияRandom expressions of the feelings I refuse to feel irl, via poems.