TRIN POV
I left the house crying . I was heartbroken. but I knew I took it to far with the gun but all I could remember when I was with my ex boyfriend back in 2010
FLASHBACK
So me and Latrell was at his house chilling and we were so 'In love' he was my first and I just knew that he would be my everything . that one day we would get married . ATLEAST that's what I thought . so he invited his friends over to hang and I was about to leave when one of his friends said
"Where you going "
I said "home " still walking because Latrell was upstairs and it was like 5 of them down here . they start pulling me back and I said
"Get your fucking hands off me " but they kept pulling at my clothes . then they taped tape on my mouth so nobody could here me then they took my clothes off and raped me one by one . Latrell watched me and laughed . I soon escaped but I was threatened that if I tell anyone I was going to be killed
END OF FLASHBACK
So I kept my feelings bottled up and never loved anyone until chris came along and he promised that'll he'll never hurt me . and when I pointed that gun to his head all I could see was Latrell and I wanted to pull the trigger . but where would that get me ? I think it's best for me to just leave this world ,this life . I can't take it NOMORE .
