You Again?

Chapter 10

What did Harry do? 

Play it off as nothing. Play it off as nothing "Niall , honestly, I have no clue what you are on about.. Now I need to bring Bobby out on a walk, you are welcome to come. But drop the subject I don't know what you are on about..."

He didn't believe me. That much is obvious, I just hope he drops it. But the look in his face shows he wont.

"I don't know whether to angry that he did something like that, or to be upset that you are covering the fact that what he did." He continued before I could speak. "I know what he did. He.... He wouldn't lie.....Not now anyways... He wouldn't."

I turned away, I can't do this. "Niall..." My voice cracked slightly. Oh, great. "It's in the past... And none of your business. Now will you please leave." I started to push him towards the door, but he stopped moving and I'm considerably smaller an weaker so that meant it was impossible for me to make him budge.

"No. I'm not leaving, Rachel. I know we haven't talked in years, but.." He can't think he can make me tell him this.

"But, nothing. Niall are you listening to your self? You are completely contradicting your self! We haven't talked in years, I don't know who you are other than you're famous! Niall, yes, we used to be close but that was, what? Over fifteen odd years ago! I most likely won't see you again in a weeks time! You have a schedual to keep! As you said when you first came here, you're only visiting your friends mum! Just because we're talking again, does not mean you need to know about the events of my past! Now leave before I make you!" I screamed, I don't know am I overreacting? The past is a sensitive subject and I explode if you are not careful when talking about it.

I feel bad. I feel really bad about everything, every single thing I have done. Every single bloody thing.

"Fine. Fine! Sorry for trying to be a friend! Sorry for being concerned! Sorry for being upset that the reason you moved here was to get away from abuse but only for you to get more from my now best mate and a dick of a boyfriend! Sorry for caring about you! Sorry for being upset that I didn't keep in touch with you! Sorry. Bye Rachel." He turned around and left my house. 

Ten minutes later, I was walking Bobby and I saw the familiar curly hair and silhouette that could only belong to Harry Styles.

Rage and a sudden surge of adrenaline pulsed through my arteries and veins. I marched right up to the slow walking figure, grabbing his shoulder, spinning him around. Then I proceeded to yell at him.

"Why did you tell him? You had no right to do that! He didn't need to know about my past that I happened to share with you! I can't believe you! you could have just said we didn't get along or something! You did not need to tell him all of it! You didn't even need to mention my name! I just want to rip your you famous little head off! You had absolutly no right to tell him anything! I didn't want Niall to know! If I did I would not have pretended I didn't know you when you were in my house! Niall didn't need to know about it! My god I would take life back in Ireland than have been in school with you and your stupid clique! But maybe I shouldn't have told you that 'cas you're just going to go tell Niall and everyone else! I hate you! I hate you so god damned much! Why would you do that? You had no right. He didn't need to know.."

 My chest was heving up and down like I just ran a marathon .... But I didn't , I just ranted..  I'm so unfit.. Harry seemed sartled, like a deer caught in head lights, I knew by the look on his face he was too startled to utter even a word. So with that I turned and ran away... Like you always do. You always runaway from your problems and dont care about its affect on others. I knew that smalled voice in my head was true, but this is one I had to run away from, it's a different situation now. And every time you run away from your problems that's your excuse too.. I shook my head, I had to get out and leave I'm 18 now, I can move out, move away.

 I reached Asda, it wasn't far from my house so I knew where to go about going home. When ever I decide to..

I walked to the pet care isle, I walked along examining the different dog products I needed to buy Bobby, searching my pockets to see if I had money. In my back pocket I found £25 and two £1 coins in my jumper's pocket. My luck.

I picked up the cheapest dog food nut things and a couple of toys for the little fur ball. all together coming up to about £18. I wandered toward the movie section, I might as well buy a cheap movie that could keep me going, since Suz and I have watched almost every movie in my house a couple of times. A small smile formed on my face as I saw the cover I knew so well from my child hood, I only had it on video tape. I dont have any VCR's here, I don't even know where I could buy one. 

I picked up the movie Aladdin, God it's been years since I've seen that. It was my absolute favourite movie of all time when I was younger. It was £7, reasonable enough. Picking it up, I tucked it in my arm along with the dog food and other things.

I walked back towards the check out desks. There looking at different tablet medicine was Liam. He was really friendly to me when we first met. He had his fingertips pressed against hid delicate temple, massaging it by slowly rotating them in small circles draging the skin attached to him around in the rotation too. Realising he was growingly getting more frustrated with finding what I presume was ibuprophen, which was beside me and me being at least 3 meters away from where Liam was stood, I picked up a box of the tablets, I walked over to him and extended my hand ntil it was infront of his chest. His face lost all of its frustration, when he read the labeled box. He dropped his hand from his temple and looked up, our eyes locked and I smiled gesturing for him to take the box.

"I guessed you might have been looking for these, they're just up there." I pointed to where I picked them up. "Hope you feel better Liam." I spoke with a soothing tone in my voice, not too loud, incase it hurt his ears and not too quiet so he didn't have to strain to hear what I was saying. I walked away hearing Liam mumble a quiet ' Thank you.'  as I walked away.

Upon paying the total of my items -which was£24, there was some discount on dog toys- I left the shop and promptly walked the way home. I waved to my elderly neighbour Rosemary, who was indeed planting roses into her plant pot thing, which honestly looked like a grave .. But with lots of brightly coloured flowers.

I walked into the house and shut the door after, it didn't bother me that it was unlocked because my mums car was outside meaning she was home. Bobby was at the window looking over the couch and out the window, doing this adorable little growl bark thing, but he was still a puppy so it was quieter and less grown up doggy. I walked over and knelt beside him. 

" What do you see, babe?" I cooed. I followed his eyes and I saw walking up towards the door was a little cat. I laughed and turned back around. Getting up I walked to the kitchen where my mom was cooking dinner, I walked over to the doggy stuff I bought and picked up a teddy type toy thing. I ran back into the sitting room.

"Bobby look what I haveee..." I said, my voice was sort of teasing and tempting in a way. It was like my voice was secretly saying ' Look what I have that you don't...' 

He turned around at my calling of his name. I waved my hand holding the toy. He jumped off the chair, tail wagging. We played tug o' war for a while until my mom called me. I walked to the kitchen thinking the dinner was ready but she wasn't there. I listened for her voice and I followed it and found her at the front door. 

"Yes...?"  I couldn't see who was there.

"Oh dear. Your friend wants to talk to you, its one of Niall's friends!" She looked delighted with someone visiting other than Suzie and now Niall.

" Oh okay?..." I walked to the door. 

"I'll just go check on the dinner." Mum said, scurring off to the kitchen. I opened the door fully, only now seeing who was there.

"Oh, hi.." Dear Lord...

"I need to talk to you... Now.."

{ I have no excuses, I don't know  what happened it didn't think it was bad because I was typing but it didnt regiester that you guys didnt see it. I'm so sorry its been nearly half a year.. I promise I'll try to update regularly. xx I honestly feel horrible.... }