Baby boy ◈ p.jm + j.hs

fourteen » tranquil

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"I... I went into subspace?"

Brows knitting, Jimin tries to process what Hoseok's telling him.

Hoseok nods. "Yeah, we... we just started having sex and you came pretty much right away. Then you went completely limp on me and stopped moving. I wasn't sure if you were okay or not until I saw your face. The moment I saw your eyes and..." He smiles fondly. "...the way you were looking up at me, I knew what it was. So I just kept trying to talk you through it and made sure that I was careful when I kept going."

Jimin's still letting everything sink in, but when he hears that, appreciation fills his heart. They experienced something that phenomenal together. He's still not fully sure if he's even out of it yet or not. It was the very definition of complete and total submission, a high he'd never known and one he still feels like he's riding out.

"Wow... Well, mark that down as something I definitely want to try again," Jimin playfully says, attempting to push himself up into a sitting position. It's still a lot harder than it probably should be.

His body still feels like it weighs a ton; his limbs, nothing but wet noodles. 

Chuckling quietly, Hoseok intervenes when he sees Jimin's struggle and palms his shoulders. Gently, he coaxes him back down, reminding Jimin that he'd just overexerted himself - not just physically, but mentally as well - and should really let himself rest for a while.

Without Jimin having to ask, Hoseok settles back down beside him and wraps his arm and leg around him, keeping him close, protected.

He's trying his best to stay awake, but Jimin's so tuckered out from everything that's happened so far today that he's already half asleep by the time Hoseok twists around so he can ditch the cloth.

Like an invisible string connects one to the other, Jimin turns onto his side so he can scooch closer and cuddle up to Hoseok the moment he turns away.

Hoseok laughs quietly and assures him, "I'm still here. Not going anywhere, don't worry baby." Having noticed how tired Jimin is, he lies back down on his side facing Jimin and pulls him closer so their noses are touching.

Jimin sighs happily and smiles. "You should sleep, Chim. You need to recharge."

Jimin knows Hoseok's watching him, just like he knows Hoseok is smiling. He doesn't need to see it to know. He can always feel it, and it gets the corners of his own mouth quirking up, just a tad.

For now, Jimin's at peace.

This is still all his, all theirs.

As he drifts out of consciousness, he thinks he can hear Hoseok's voice trailing not far behind, ready to take his hand and stay with him, even on the other side.

I love you.

Jimin falls asleep still smiling.

I love you more.

a.n // fuk wot is gon' happen in the morning ??¿ I'm considering having it so the other members heard all of the commotion ayyyyy ;;;))))

I enjoyed writing like ten chapters of smut,, I feel like it was really dragged out but ya know 12,000 words of smut or none am I rite

I promise I can write in functional English just u watch

anyways this book has like 2 views so I don't really know why I'm writing this as if people r gonna read it

ah well love u guys

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