Fanboy\\ Dan Howell×Reader

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Not my best but not my worst 🦄

Your POV.
Song: little talks by monsters of men

You answer the phone, "hello? Who is this?" Your voice filled with anxiety and a feeling of dread.

"Hello baby girl, why did ya run away? We had so much fun together but you just had to fuck it up.... its funny how your pathetic ass is so popular but only if they knew the truth. Then.... then you would be a nobody huh." The voice spoke flat out, sending chills down your spine.

"O-o-Oliver..." you spoke, your eyes filled with tears. "Leave.... leave me alone!" You yelled, your eyes streaming tears.

"Oh hun I never leave. Remember how things used to be when you were here? The way your skin felt under my nails? Your mum is dead by the way. She was found face down in a pool. They said, they said someone drowned her? Hmm what a coincidence! I drowned a bitch that looked like er a few days ago." He chuckled into the phone while your heart sank. Your eyes couldn't stop producing tears as your voice went out.

"Answer me bitch!" He yelled as your eyes closed tightly. Your voice came right back as your brain went from sad to raged.

"No listen here you mother fucker. Your going to listen and your going to listen good. Unlock your door and hold your arms behind your head. The police will be there in ten minutes." You hung up.

Then you instantly called he police with tears going right down your cheeks. You tell him who and what he was. Where he lived. And who he killed.

Finally you had worked out everything and you had to go to the station. So you called dan because you didn't want to go alone.

"Dan?" You say into your phone as he immediately answers. Sadness filled your voice as it cracked slightly at the end.

"(Y/n)? What's wrong why are you sad I'm coming over right now " he says racing across the hall of the flat.

There is a knock on your door as you open it up and look at his eyes. Your eyes brimmed with tears and red. He embraces you in a hug as you collapse in his arms. Sobs take over your body as you shake and tears engulf your face and Dan's shirt.

"What's wrong baby?" He asks as his voice cracks and tears threatens to spill.

"I... my mum.... she's dead.... he.... Oliver killed her... and I'm scared." You said as the police have probably caught him by now but the thought of her death ruled your mind at the moment.

Your eyes dry up as a unidentifiable emotion filled your face. Your state goes  blank as your mouth forms a faded line. Dan pulls away slightly and looks at you worried and shocked.

You pull away and walk to the bathroom, he follows closely. "(Y/n)? What are doing?"

You don't answer as your smile forms a sickening smile. You walk in and lock the door, pushing him out. You sit on the sink and swing your feet searching for a special object.'one song fills your mind as Dan's yells come from outside.

"Cut the pain away they say... to bad it's true. Heh." You whisper only for dan to hear and start screaming for you to stop and come out. Your eyes are blurred by tears as you pick up a blade, hovering it up above your wrist.

You stop and mentally slap yourself. You throw the blade to the floor and wipe the tears from your face. You just noticed dan screaming and you open the door to revile a teary eyed dan with a look of pain lace his face.

He grabs your wrists and looks at them closely. He then grabs the razor in the floor and throws it in the trash. He runs back over to you and hugs you tightly. "Never fucking do that again!" He says as you only nod.

Later that night after explaining how he raped you and beat your mother then after you escaped he murdered her he made you feel the least bit better by hugging you.

The next day you identified her body and the suspect as the murderer you went home and cried some more. Dan came in holding a tube of ice cream.

"Hey do you want to eat some ice cream and chocolate with me? And maybe watch some anime? If not I can always just stay in here and cuddle you.... I'm sorry." He says as he sits beside you and you weakly smile at him. You have to be strong for him.

He is your only family now. He cares about you. And you care about him. So you ended up watching anime and eating ice cream.

Later that night you and dan cuddled and told each other story's.

"(Y/n). I don't think I have ever met someone like you. Someone that's strong, and can make it through things like.... this." He says.

You laugh slightly and frown, "strong? I cut myself over a girl on our first date! I'm nothing. I have been raped and abused. How can you still love me? I'm dirty and disgusting. "

He pulls you closer to his body and puts his head up to your ear. "I dident protect you on the first date like I was supposed to. That makes me disgusting. And your not dirty just because he did those things to you. It means he's dirty. I will love you always. Nothing could ever make me not love you, even in death I will love you. And damnit if you die I die too." He said making your heart rate increase. "Your the only one for me. And I can't lose you. Not now. Not ever." He said at the end.

He put his head in the crook of your neck and you felt wet, warm tears roll down his cheeks onto your neck. You soon found yourself crying as you fell asleep with a smile on your face.

Dan snuggled into you tighter. "I won't let anything happen to you. I may me a fanboy but it doesn't mean I don't love you."