Carl Grimes x Fem Reader Book 2

Chapter 3/Imagine

Hey guys! 
***WARNING: READ THIS PART*****
I decided that when there is an episode like that where Carl isn't in it I will do a few oneshots/imagines for that part.
--------This Imagine is Carl Grimes x sad reader and there may be some(lots of) fluff.

Readers POV BTW I'M CHANGING IT FROM (Y/N) TO JUST Y/N
I stared at the clouds above me as I laid with my back on the green grass bellow me.  The coolness of the air felt good next to the warm weather we've had in Alexandria

'I wonder what it would be like to die, to be care-free but still in your body. You don't need to rely on anyone. Just you.'  I thought to myself before I shook the strange depressing thoughts from my head and just look up to the sky and the different shapes the clouds had.

"Hey." I heard is voice come from behind me, then the footsteps.  I looked to the side and saw Carl sitting next to me.

"Hi." I said solemnly as I looked back to the clouds.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked as he moved closer to me and laid on his side supporting himself up with his arm.

"Nothing." I said quickly.

"Y/n." Carl warned.

"I'm fine." I said in a slightly higher voice then cursing at myself because I knew Carl knew about my voice getting slightly higher when I lied.

"Y/n, I know you're lying. Please tell me." Carl pleased sticking out his bottom lip to add to the pouting affect.

"Fine... I just, I feel like trying to live in this world is pointless.  The walkers are everywhere and they outnumber us. We can't do this, there's always going to be more of them then there are us." I sighed as I closed my eyes.

"Y/n, it's not pointless, don't say that. We can do this." Carl said do me as he looked down at me.  I sighed and started to slowly sit up, Carl copied my actions.

"It's just, we're alone here. There's no other people that we haven't had them try to kill us in a long time, and the ones who don't want to kill us and are peaceful usually end up getting killed." I said sadly, "We're teens, were supposed to be out with our friends and going to parties, and experimenting things. Not killing people who are already dead."

"Y/n. We're alive, I have you and you have me, we have families, as long as I have you I'm happy." Carl said and I smiled at this, he always knew how to make me feel better. He was the one thing that made me feel happy in this wasteland.

"I love you, Carl Grimes." I smiled as I leaned forward a bit closer to him.

"And I love you, y/n l/n." Carl said as he leaned a little closer, my eyes flickered down to his lips and back to his eyes.  Carl smirked and leaned in to kiss me, slowly I closed my eyes and waited for the kiss but I felt the impact as he kissed my cheek leaving the ghost of a smile on my face making it turn to a frown.

"That was mean, Carl. That was mean." I said trying to look sad.

"Awwe, is poor baby y/n sad?" Carl asked with a laugh and I nodded as I crossed my arms with a playful pout.

"Yes, poor baby y/n is sad." I said and Carl leaned in again going for my lips this time. I was going to kiss him then an idea popped into my head.  I put my hand between my lips and his blocking his request.  He glared at my as his lips still pressed against my hand.

"Nope. 'Cause you wouldn't kiss me." I said as I stood up and ran from the grass into my house and up the stairs in an attempt to hide from Carl who was closely following me.

I made a sharp right turn as I got up the stairs and ended up in my bedroom. Frantically I looked around and decided there was no where to hide. I decided that behind my door was the safest option. I managed to get behind the door just as Carl got into the room. 

I had to cover my mouth so I wouldn't laugh as he walked forward towards my bed and checked in the closet.  As he got closer to the bed I ran forward and jumped onto his back with a laugh.  Carl's  voice soon joined into the laughter as he flipped me over so I was laying on the bed and he was trapping me by holding my hands by my sides so I couldn't move.

"Well that didn't work." I pouted as I thought over my actions. 

"It did for me." Carl said quietly so it was barely even over a whisper. I was going to ask what he meant but he quickly leaned down and connected our lips.  His hands loosened on mine so I could move my arms and wrap them around his back as his hands tightly hugged my waist.

Our lips moved in sinc as we kissed more, one of my hands moved up and tangled itself into his hair as the other one was still on his back holding him closer to me.  His hands has shifted up more by my torso.  Slowly we both pulled away from the kiss and I stared deeply into his beautiful blue-gray eyes and he stared into my e/c eyes.

"I love you. And your right, it's not worthless as long as I have you." I whispered to him and he smiled back at me.

If I had him I had everything.

Sorry that was so late!