Chapter 2
The One and Only One that I can't have in my life!
"What's wrong with me?" I asked myself ever since I was young that I remember I did things that other normal children couldn't do. Since the first time that I can remember I was at my home playing with my doll in my mothers room ,and all of a sudden I remember hearing footsteps behind me I didn't bother looking behind me because I believe it was my mother checking on me. Until after a while that I heard the footsteps I heard someone calling my name and laughing and giggling at the same time, and there I knew that it was not my mother because it sounded like a little girl my age or younger. As I looked around I felt a sudden coldness and then felt the Goosebumps starting to show a notice at my hands. I started feeling a little dizzy but kept my eyes on the white figure which looked to me to be a little girl wearing a white dress with light blonde hair with cute little Shirley Temple curls. As I looked I notice her staring at me wide eye with a grin, and then I heard her say to me "Would you like to play with me?" It was weird but I didn't feel scared at all I actually smiled at her and told her "Yes, sure!" as I pressed my doll towards her she smiled "Thanks for playing with me Zarina" as I looked at her she took hold of my doll with her partly invisible form for her hands and started touching her little dress and asked me "This is such a beautiful little doll Zarina" I smiled at her comment and made an approving gesture at her. Once I heard my mother walking I looked at my mother and I saw her reaction to the white figure taking hold of the doll, My mother was looking at the little girl like if she knew what she was, and then my mother smiled "Hello" the little girl didn't bother looking at my mother since the little girl was taking hold of my doll, and glancing at the little buttons which were embellish beautifully. She then kept her vision at the buttons and started to play with them and then she asked my mother "Hello Jewels, so nice to see you again, do you want to play with us also?" She looked at the little girl playing with the doll and smiled once more "Sorry Annie I have things to do right know, maybe later" she answered. To my astonishment I looked at my mother and asked her how she knew the little girl "I have know Annie since we first moved in this house, don't worry she's a really nice little girl, right Annie?" Annie the little girl looked at my mother and grinned back at her "yeah I am" after I saw my mother walk I looked back where Annie was and didn't see her at all "where are you Annie?" but just felt the coldness in the room which shows to me the presence of a ghost, then I felt a hand touching my elbow I looked back and didn't see anyone just my Goosebumps on my hands, and a headache starting to pain me. I don't much after that encounter, but every single time I feel a presence of a spirit. I felt a knot in my throat which does not let me breathe well, depending on what kind of ghost it is and what kind of energy it perceives. As I looked out the window on a cloudy day which showed that there might be a chance of rain I thought of the past things that have happened to me, and why they happened. I still don't have an explanation for this but I know that that it might have something to do with my past lives and my dreams or my family members. As I lwaited for my friend to come and pick me up, I heard footsteps down in my room, but didn't bother looking until i saw a shadow suilette standing behind me "Hello Zarina " I looked behind me and notice a mist in front of me ."Hello Annie"as i looked the misty figure started to become more solid showing the features that it had before she was dead, she looked a little to real to believe that she was a spirit or ghost. She smiled calmly . " Do you remember the time I told you how i died?" she asked. as I looked at her face with curiousity, I tried to think of the time she told me that, but I did remember. I would always remember that day she came up to me and materialize in front of me, and told me herself " Did you know how I died Zarina?". I looked at her with confusion, for the reason of being to small to know what death was. she spoke once more ,and told me about it " I died in the 1850s for the cause of a fever there wasn't much of medicine to help in that time.I died in a bed that used to be in your room Zarina" most of the people that would hear such thing as this would be freaked out, but to me this was my life, and i was used to it.