What do i do?

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It's almost scary, isn't it? The way sadness doesn't only settle in your body,

But the way that it completely takes over every part of you.

The fact that, even when your happy,

That sadness is still there,

Lurking throughout your body,

Just waiting.

Waiting

Waiting to show itself again.

I went on my phone and was on Instagram. Mitch tagged me in a few photos before, I never had a chance to check them out. Even though I did now, I was never going to have any contact with him again. I never wanted to see his face, or hear his voice. I should've known I couldn't trust him. Even though I haven't trusted anyone except Olivia and Carl. I should've never started. But it did, and I ended it.

Mitch's POV

I was gonna go over to Liz's apartment to say sorry. I went to the store and picked up flowers. I was nervous. My hands were shaking, and I was getting sweaty. I drove over to her house. When I pulled up, I took a deep breath, and opened the door.

Elizabeth's POV

The door rang. I figured it was someone looking for Olivia. I went to the door and opened it. Once I saw who it was, I didn't say anything, and I tried to close the door. Like I said, I didn't want to say or hear him. But I'm about to get both. "Wait!" He said holding the door so I couldn't close it. I stopped trying. I knew he was stronger. "If your here to say sorry your wasting your time." I said to him, "and if you were, an apology isn't gonna fix it." I said. "Well fine! I thought you would forgive me!" He threw roses at me and I dodged them. "Don't get mad at me! I should be the one mad at you! And I am! I bet you haven't even broke up with that other girl! You saw me broken, and you thought I needed someone to comfort me! I did! I thought you actually cared for me! You just saw me as someone who can easily trust you! As..As your girl toy!" I shouted clenching my teeth I could barely get the words 'girl toy' out of my mouth. It was true though. He hesitated."that's what I thought. Bye" I said closing the door on him. He looked hurt. Now he knew how I felt. "Oh and one more thing," I said opening the door. He looked up with a little hope in his eyes. Well I was about to destroy it, sorta. "It's me or her. You choose. Text me when you've made the choice." I said and closed the door.

Ugh. Why was I giving him a second chance? He doesn't even deserve it! Well to late. I think I still like him though.

Mitch's POV

~~time skip a few hours~~

I was in my bedroom, sitting on my bed. I wasn't doing anything. I just had to think. I like both of them.

~~time skip a few dayz~~

Emily was pretty and all, but she didn't have the greatest and nicest personality. But Elizabeth, she had a great personality, even though she's been through a lot, she doesn't show it. I didn't care about how she looked, I cared about a girls personality, not how they look. I mean she could be the ugliest person to other people! I don't see that. I look past that. I look deep inside, and see their personality. That's it. It's Elizabeth. I texted Emily.

Don't call me, don't text me, don't talk to me, don't even look at me. We're done.

I deleted her from my contacts. I texted Elizabeth.

I choose you. I like you more. I broke up with the other girl. Plz forgive me I'm sorry. <3

She texted me back.

How do I know you broke up with her?

Crap I deleted her from my contacts. But not my messages! I took a picture of the message and sent to her saying

There. I proved it. Do you forgive me?

She answered.

Idk. Thanks for the proof. It's not that easy to forgive someone who did that. Give me some time to think.

I texted her back.

Ok I understand. <3

No one is reading this! :( I won't give up though. I'll continue writing for a while. But if no more reads I'm done! I'm kinda making this up as I go along, and it's actually better than righting this out! It's been better than I planned.

Mkay. Bye!!!! 😘

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