Baek Seung Jo Diary [COMPLETED]

Baek Seung Jo Diary 5

I.

Oh Ha Ni is so daring! Coming into the room of a hot blooded 19 years old guy room!

Genius Baek Seung Jo teasing silly Oh Ha Ni system started!! Hahahahaha!!

Why do I always have the urge to make fun of her whenever I see her?Recently I start to think that she's really interesting! "There's no adult at home, how is it?!" As if there is really something on, I spoke in a deep voice. This kid who doesn't know anything, she must really got a shock.

Heart he heart thumping like a drum coming from the chest, thump, thump!But, I originally started this joke just to tease her, why are my heart beating this fast as well? The hand that I caught, who does it belongs to, why does it feel so hot. It's that right!

When I carried you on my back when you was drunk, the sound of your heart beating came from behind me, this is the first time in my life I feel the body of a women. At the soft touch of it, I can't help but to say all the harsh words to reduce the uneasy feeling.

"You are so scheming, what else you want in future?"

Same as the day that we went to the beach, when I comment about you looking like a primary school kid, your shoulder in the sunlight,your pale arms and legs are that shining. Even if so, I didn't know that a simple joke like this is actually a punishment.

Recently,feels really complicated as I become not like me anymore.

"Here,will start thumping when you find something you like!",

"Even till now, if my dad smells the raw noodle, his heart will also start thumping!"

Ha Ni's words struck me like lightning. What do I really like?

Is there anything that makes my heart thump like this before? Seems like till now, there isn't anything that interest me or I really like.

It's always easier for me to learn than others, can always master the tactic of sports very fast, so I'm able to learn everything very fast, so there's nothing difficult for me.

Because of my family, I can get things easily if I want. This is the first time I thought of something like this. I really envy this kid who tries to get into University to find the things that she wants to do.

For me, who grew up thus far without any dream, I'm disappoint at myself.

II.

Howto live my life, how is life suppose to be, a question that you couldn't get a satisfied answer even from adult. But this kid actually told me that, there is definitely something that I must do,with smart brain, I have to use it on others. For the first time, I actually look at people other than myself.

"Do well for your test, Baek Seung Jo jjang!"

Just a few words, I receive the trust in me from this kid. The trust from this kid always success is tying me up.

Look carefully at this world, find the thing that you really wants to do.

Waving goodbye without looking back, it may look like I don't care, can you understand? This action includes many meaning.

Sure,Ha Ni-ah, you do well for your exams too, don't fail! Ha Ni-ah, you also have to do your best!

Really thankful to you for last night, for the porridge, the fork or the Baek Seung Jo jjang.

The warm concern from you are able to perk me up a lot better than the cold wind that blows into my face.

Luck,really lucky! Didn't give up even after being through all that. Even persevere to the interview, after the few days of torture, finally it's over.

Noah's snail, Oh Ha Ni!

Thank you for braving the storm and moving forward, thank you for praying for others success right from the beginning.

III.

The red coat really suits you, Oh Ha Ni.

Although I went out because of mom, but I knew everything. Mom's plan and everything.

But even if so, the moment when I'm getting ready and stepping out, I still feel a little excited. That unfamiliar boy in my body is in very good mood tonight. This kid who are watching a musical for the first time in her life, even for just a 500 won soft toy, she can even give a great meaning to it.

"The present for passing my exam, you know how difficult it is to catch the doll?"

So when I kicked the can right into the bin in front of Bong Joon Gu,that childish boy in me felt really happy.

I know.

"Gi... Kuang"

A sit rangs in my ears, my heart dropped. The wind, the sun, or even breathing, stops at that second, the things that I really wants to protect. This morning, you kept all the things you wanted to say in your heart, following me because you are really worried, making me vexed but always following me around,

Really,the thing I wants to protect, at that moment, I got it!