Captivating (Sequel To Captivated)

Chapter 12

{Harry’s POV}

“Harry love…calm down sweetie” my mum said as she tried to wipe the countless tears that seemed to have fallen down my cheek. I don’t fucking understand how I could cry this damn much. I hate it. I hate it so fucking much, but I hate Niall not being here even more.

“Mum” I sniffled

“Yes love?” she said giving me a hug. I sat down next to her on the couch. I rubbed my red eyes pulling at the ends of my hair trying to calm myself down. This shouldn’t be this fucking hard. My stomach is in knots, I can’t think straight, I’m just a total fucking mess.

“Why does it hurt so fucking bad” I whispered

“Because sweetie, you and Niall were both very dependent on each other. You spent most of the year together so being pulled apart is expected to be rather hard. But I’ve never seen a love like you and Niall share, I know for a fact that you two will be together again” he said resting her hand on my leg

“Mum he’s all the way in Texas, I know I’m not good enough for him, he could find someone better”

God…I’m whining aren’t I.

“Harold Edward Styles”

Oh dear god, all hell breaks loose when she uses my full name. Shoot me…

“Now I’ve taught you better than to put yourself down like that. You’re just as good as any other man out there. Niall obviously can see that, which means you shouldn’t have an issue seeing that in yourself. Do you understand me?”

“Mum I…”

“Do you, understand me” she said cutting me off

“Yes! Fucking Christ you’re just as bad as Niall with that shit” I cursed standing up and walking out of the house. I don’t need a fucking speech right now. I grabbed my keys out of my pocket climbing into my car and driving off. If you were to ask me where I was going I wouldn’t have been able to tell you. I looked down at my phone seeing that Niall was calling me and sighed answering it.

“Hi Kitten”

“I made it” he whispered

“That’s great baby, how was the flight?” I asked trying to sound as happy as I could for him

“I wouldn’t know. I either cried or slept the whole way through” he admitted

“Is your dad picking you up from the airport” I asked in attempt to change the subject.

“No. He sent a car”

“Fancy” I scoffed

“Well…I just wanted to tell you that I got her safely. I’ll call you when I get to the house yeah?”

“Alright sounds good. I love you”

“I love you too”

The line went dead and I threw my phone into the passenger seat. I looked up seeing a local bar and pulled into the driveway parking my car outside of it. Niall would kill me if he knew I was here.

That’s why you don’t tell him you idiot

I rolled my eyes at my conscience yelled at me and I climbed out of the car. I walked inside sitting at the bar and a guy walked up to me. His beard was rugged and probably had more tattoos than me.

“What can I get you” his deep voice making me scoot back a bit

“The strongest thing you have” I nodded

He nodded walking off and I laid my head on the bar. I keep hearing Niall’s voice in the back of my head yelling at me to walk out of this fucking bar and go sit my ass down somewhere. Am I going to listen to it though? No probably not.

The bartender walked back putting about 3 drinks in front of me and I looked up at him with a confused look on my face.

“You look like you need it” he said walking away

So in other words I look like shit. Good to know. I wrapped my hand around the glass raising it to my lips and downing it with ease. I heard someone sit next to me and I looked over and saw Cassidy. Just my fucking luck.

“Well hello to you to Styles” she smiled grabbing one of my drinks

“Go away pest” I hissed

“Ouch…” she laughed

“What do you want Cassidy” I groaned rubbing my temples

“Well I didn’t come here for you. I came for a drink and you just so happened to be here” she shrugged.

I rolled my eyes drinking the other drink, then feeling my head start to spin. Shit this is strong. I blinked a couple of times putting the glass down and laid my head on the bar again. After about an hour and a half I had already had at least 12 drinks and I could barely see straight.

“What’s your major malfunction” Cassidy asked

“Fuck off why don’t you” I said flipping her off

“Well someone’s pissy today”

“I don’t like you right now”

“Now you sound like you 5 shut up Harry” she laughed at me

Ok she’s really fucking annoying me right now. I’m really imagining putting her in a box and shipping her off to Madagascar or something…Ok I’m drunk off my ass.

“I hope you don’t plan on driving home like this” Cassidy said

“Go jump off a cliff woman” I groaned

“Yeah…I should probably take you home”

“I don’t wanna go with you.”

“Well that sucks because I seem to be your only option”

I stood up from the stool and stumbled a bit before being able to stand on my own two feet. Cassidy stood up and wrapped her arms around my waist and lead me towards her car.

“Your hair smells like cotton candy” I laughed laying my head on her shoulder

She rolled her eyes at me and put me in the back of her car before shutting the door. I laughed for no damn reason and she climbed into the car.

“Am I taking you home Styles?” she asked pulling out of the parking lot

“No not home” I said shaking my head

“And why not?”

“Cause my mum will yell at me” I pouted

“Then where in the hell am I taking you”

“Your place”

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So I feel like I haven’t updated in a while. So there you have it. I know that some of you guys don’t like Cassidy but she’s back and she’s gonna be here for quite a while. So is anyone on Christmas break?? I am!! I’m so happy about it. I’m excited for Christmas to though. Blah I’m excited about a lot. So any guesses on what’s going to happen next in Captivating???

QOTD: What do you want for Christmas???

All I asked for was cash and my mum got be a big flat screen TV. I’m gonna but myself a pair of beats for Christmas and that’s all I really want.

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