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Kim Namjoon is simple. Whenever he sees Kim Seokjin, he squeals. The older boy has become his obsession, and it is kind of driving him crazy.

''Indeed, you're one crazy boy, bro,'' says a sleepy Min Yoongi.

''I can't help it!'' Namjoon whines and throws his hands in the air.

Yoongi rolls on the bed, not before rolling his eyes, and ruffles his best friend's hair. Namjoon is sitting on the floor, his back against the bed frame, where Yoongi is lying on his stomach.

''You should just tell him.''

''But,'' Namjoon cries dramatically and turns to face the other. ''What if he stops talking to me?'' His eyes widen and he seems to be lost in his thoughts for a moment as if he is imagining the scenario.

''Joon, there is no way in hell that he doesn't feel the same about you. Trust me, I know it,'' Yoongi says, half because it's true, half because he, as usual, wants to sleep and get rid of the drama queen.

''What about you, huh? How did you do it? Could you give me some advice?'' Namjoon's eyes are imploring for help. Yoongi couldn't stop a smirk from stretching his lips. He himself didn't do it the usual way. When he decided he liked, no, was in love with Jimin, he didn't give him much choice. It was more like ordering him to go out with him. Surprisingly enough, the youngster liked the idea... a lot. And three years later, their relationship is still at its best.

''I don't think it's a good idea,'' Yoongi casually responds. ''Seokjin is...'' He shakes his head. ''Chimchim is one of a kind.''

Namjoon disgusted face makes the other chuckle. ''You know what, nevermind. Just go to sleep, pervert.''

The young rapper then stands up and goes to his own bed, in the other room beside Yoongi's. He hides under his blankets and sighs. His headphone plugged in, he shuffles through his music to finally settle on Yoongi's latest mixtape, playing his favorite song: ''The last''. The melody and the lyrics always make him emotional and it fitted with his kind of gloomy mood.

He is about to open a book when his phone vibrates slightly.

Him ♡:

Are you asleep?

Namjoon is so shocked he nearly drops his phone on his face. Seokjin barely texts him, he is usually the one who starts conversations. Plus, it was nearly one in the morning, which means something is wrong, as Seokjin is all about that "early to bed and early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise" ideology.

You :

No, why?

Him ♡:

Meet me at the park?

You :

See you in ten.

Namjoon jumps out of his bed and slips a black hoodie on top of his Nirvana shirt. He puts dark sweatpants on top of his boxers and hurries to the living room where he left his keys earlier. Running, he goes to the park after locking his and Yoongi's apartment door. He arrives quickly but the older is already swaying lightly on a swing.

His hands on his knees, the youngster pants heavily.

''Kim Namjoon,'' Seokjin serious tone kind of scares the other. ''Listen.'' He takes a deep breath.

''I'm tired of you. I'm tired of not sleeping because of you... thinking of you. I'm tired of always coming up with ways to impress you, to get your attention. I'm tired of those violent waves of butterflies that attack my stomach every time I see you. I'm tired of my weak heart beating too fast when you are here. I'm tired of that hole in my belly every time you smile and I see those dimples of yours... Kim Namjoon, I-I am tired of being away from you. I'm tired of you because you are driving me crazy. I'm becoming crazy, Kim Namjoon, and I'm tired of you... but I'll get used to it. I'll get used to the butterflies, I'll get used to the heart beating. I'll get used to everything if only you could stay by my side, always. Kim Namjoon would you be-''

''No!'' Namjoon scream startles Seokjin to death and his eyes widen. His mind goes blank for a second but he snaps back to reality when Namjoon speaks.

''I'll do it. Please let me do it.'' Namjoon smiles. ''Kim Seokjin, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. You know how much I love music but I'll sacrifice even that for you. I love your smile and the way you look at me when you're annoyed. I love how you eat so well. I love your cooking better than my mother's. I love when you call me Joonie because I feel like I'm important to you, and I'll do everything to be. I love how careful and precocious you are when I'm a clumsy like a hadrosaur. I love how you complete me perfectly and I want to be by your side forever. I want to be yours and I want to be your boyfriend. Kim Seokjin, would you be my boyfriend?''

And Kim Namjoon nearly passes out when he sees the smile on the other's face. It is beautiful.

It is precious.