"Don't fall in love with me, I'm not good at It"

The beginning of all. (Chap. 1)

Most of the people judge me because They said I slept with the whole City. But that's not true. I started to be like that when I got to change school's. I got involved with the wrong people. And did the wrong thing's. That's where I starter changing. Everybody said I got everything; money, family, hope, faith, everything. But they where wrong I never had it. Yes I had family but it was all broken. And I didn't have money like they said.

After I started in the new school I started texting, and found an old friend that moved to the USA and never knew anything about him. The thing is I had a huge crush on him. One day we meet at his house and everything was fine the first time we saw each other again we kisst and play a little bit with each other until I had to leave. Lest say that I ran away from my house to see him.  Everithnig was fine we would hook up and make love. Well that's what I thought, this continue for a few months me running away from my house to see him, but it was at night. One day we decide that we wanted to see in day light and smock weed. Yeah I was involve in that world. Not seeing that he was in the mafia. Well the boss, yes I was getting involve with the Mafia without knowing it. And it ended bad, he stole from me and I ended pregnant with his kid. That's when Nash, Amilka, and I decide we have to move and we move to the states well let's say New York.

"Hey Gianna, are you there."

I was cut off my day dreaming. By one of my Best friend.

"What Nash? What's wrong?"

She looks at Amilka and they both look at me with an incredulous look.

"You were thinking in him. Where you."

Nasha ask. I looked down, she now's me so well.

"I can't stop thinking of what happend to me with him. I thought that I love him. Why would he do that to me?"

We where in my bedroom. In our apartment that Nash found and paid for us.

Amilka talks this time.

"Bae I now, I now but he isn't here anymore. He left, for good. He isn't coming back. You have to move one."

They assured me, but I don't think it's true, it was too easy to catch him and kill him. But I won't tell that to Nash, and Amilka because I now they would lock me in my room. So I have to fake been better.

"Ok, new life, new me. But no dating, just making out with guys."

I said seriously, and of looks can kill I would be 12 foot in the ground. Nash talks.

"Heck to the No, are you crazy? What you don't love your self? You are not going to do that. You are going to forget about him and move on."

"I now but it's kind of hard when I'm carrying his child without him having idea."

Nash keeps talking.

"Don't you think we now that? We are your best friends, now get that ass up get ready we are going to the mall. We start school tomorrow."

"Shit I totally forgot about school."

Since nasha and I couldn't finish senior year and amilka junior year in Puerto Rico dew the the small problem with Kevin. We decide to finish it here. Without saying anything I got up and dress my self in a maternity dress. Since I'm 4 months pregnant, my baby bump it's showing.

The girls are crazy with the idea of been aunts. You should of have seen the look on their face when I told them. Fist they wanted to kill me but when the idea got stock and processed on her heads they started screaming and saying.

"We are going to be aunt's, we are going to be aunt's."

I'm so happy that they love the idea of having a new member in our group. It's been time since we where this happy. Since my first misscarrige, 2 and a half years ago. We where so torn well more me, but we got over it. After getting dressed we had out to the mall, after 3 hour of shopping for school supplies we decide to go and eat. When we where walking I didn't look ahead and I bump into someone. When I look up I meet with the beautiful green eyes I have ever seen. When I remember I'm in his arms. I got out of them fast and steady my self.

"I'm sorry I wasn't looking."

I said embarrass of this episode.

"Don't worry beautiful my bad, I was distracted. But are you fine?"

That voice was so sweet, I was mesmerize by it.

"Yeah thank you. Me and my friends are going to the food court. Would you like to join since it was my fault for not paying attention."

"Well, yes I would like that, but I'm with my friends. Mind if they join us?"

"No, its alright they can. Lest go."

That's how we walk over to the food court to find the girls with two guys.

"Well looks like I didn't have to tell them, they are already here."

I just laugh, cause I now how those two girls are. We keep walking and arive at the table. I sear down next to the girls and whispered.

"Looks like you found his friends. He was going to call them cause I told him to join us since I bump into him."

They look at each other.

"Yeah we now but  it was so sudden, we told them that we where with a friend and they said they were going to call him but you two guys meet."

Nash whispered back. We turn to the guys and they were involve in their own conversation.

I decide to start conversation.

"Well since I don't now any of you I will present my self and the girls. She is Nashalee (I point to nasha) she is amilka (I point to Ami) and I'm Gianna."

They nod and the guy that I bump to starts talking.

"He is Albert (he point to the one at his right) this is Alexander ( he points to the one next to Albert) and I'm Andrew. "

The girls and I smile.

"Its nice to meet you."

We started talking about life but we didn't told them the real reason to be here. Its been 3 months since we arrive at New York and we haven't had a problem at all. So we where happy. The guys where so cute. At the end of the day we exchange numbers and went our separed homes.

When we where on the way home I could feel someone was watching me but, I didn't say anything because knowing the girls will do two thing. 1) tell me I'm been paranoid, 2) lock me in the bedroom. And I don't want that. Surely I love the girls but they drive me crazy.

When we arrive home I was exhausted so I went to my room and lay on the bed, Nash and Ami came in to my room and went to the bathroom, I don't now what are they doing and I'm to tired to now so I close I eyes. After a few minutes of them coning in and out of the bathroom I feel someone taking of mg clothes. I open my eyes and see Ami.

She sat me up and took of my cloth and got me up from the bed,vthen took ma to the bathroom.

"Get inside the tube."

They order me and I obeyed. When I get inside they leave the bathroom to relax, after a few minutes they came back and give me a bath. That's why I live this girls. They now when I'm down and do the best to make me happy.

After my bath they dress me and and I laid in bed and started thinking. That we never tought the consequence of inviting them to eat lunch with us had. It was a really bad idea.