I'm Silence

I'm Silence, you?

Introductions are always such a bitter thing, you never really do know what to say and you end up wondering where your ability to think went. The thoughts that be spiralling uncontrollably around your head all day , all night and then someone asks, "So, tell me about yourself." and nothing.

You've hit a wall, a dead end and all you can really get out is "Um... I don't know what to say, I'm not an interesting person."

'DAMN! There you go acting like a fucking introverted weirdo' The voice in your head will tell you, and then as if by magic your thoughts will once again return, making you feel like you are drowning in a sea of sorrow and worry. You'll overthink what you just said in response , analyse how the other person reacts toward you after you answered, go home and think to yourself
'Dammit, I done it again, didn't I? Why am I such a loser?'

Okay, now we got that rant over and done with shall we get to the introductions?

My name is Silence, I'm male, I'm Sixteen years old.
The doctors tell me I have depression, although I haven't went to therapy yet or whatever but they're telling me I'm going to some sort of therapist soon, but I know that they'll tell me I'm much more than just depressed or they'll tell me I'm a clean man and have absolutely nothing wrong with me and I'm just overreacting or something like that.

I wasn't planning on starting writing this today. [Thursday 27th October 2016]
I was just planning on making my account and maybe write another time and watch anime after I made this account but my mother had her friends young child over and my dog was barking and the child was crying, there was lots of noise, it annoyed me too much so I just couldn't sit and watch something, I needed to write.

Writing has always been something I've done ever since I was young, but I am nowhere near good at it, I'm only good at writing what's on my mind. When I was younger I would always write fictional stories , I was always so imaginative.

Don't get me wrong though. To this day I've been addicted to fiction , books, films, anime, anything fictional gets me excited. But it's become too hard to write about fiction now , it's easier to write journal entries, how I'm feeling etc. All that crap , yeah.

Well there you go , my introduction is over.
My name is Silence, what's yours?