i really think he doesn't like me
am i that much of a burden?
he doesn't like me anymore.
i get in the way.
why can't i keep my mouth shut?
why can't i let him do what he wants?
why do i have to be so overprotective?
they say, if you love them, let them go.
but i keep clinging onto him like there's no tomorrow.
i want him to stay with me and see how much i care.
and i want him to tell me that he won't leave.
and that he's safe right here,
and that there is absolutely no reason he should leave.
i want to be in bed in our underwear, laughing and cuddling.
i want him to lay on my chest and tell me how amazing i am,
and i want him to make me blush.
but he lives so far away, how will i ever know?
he is so close,
but in reality,
he's so far away.
i think that he loves me.
i hope that he loves me.
i never want him to leave.
