-I hope you guys listen to the song because it's fits perfectly with this chapter-well not perfectly but the song is really pretty-enjoyyy
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Hye Rain's POV
I stood there in shock as our lips locked. This kiss was different from our previous one. This one had passion and a certain neediness to it.
I could smell the sweet musk of his sweater. I wanted to stay forever buried in his arms.
The kiss soon furthered and Yoongi's hands moved down and I immediately broke away before I did something I would later regret.
"I-"
"Don't. Just go." I said pushing him away.
I looked up and saw how broken he was. His eyes had misery in them. He squeezed my hand as the cool breeze from the bathroom window blew his hair.
He obeyed and began to leave but as he opened the door, he stopped.
"My feelings haven't changed, nor will it ever will." He whispered before leaving.
I collapsed onto the floor, breaking out into tears. I didn't want to tell him to leave but I felt obligated to. This relationship would cost us too much and I didn't know if the results would outweigh the payment.
I soon got up and looked at myself in the mirror.
I looked like an absolute mess.
My on-purpose-messy-ponytail had turned into a lion's mane. The mascara that I thought previously brought out my dull brown eyes, had now smeared down my face.
So much for water-proof.
I attempted to clean myself up but instead just took my make-up all off and re-tied my ponytail.
As I made my way downstairs, I felt a thumping and I couldn't decide if it was the music or my heart beating out of my chest.
"Hye Rain? Where were you? You missed the epic break down." Sun Min said running up to me.
"Break-down?" I asked not knowing what she was talking about.
"Yeah, breakdown. Mi Yon came downstairs and her mascara was smeared down her face, and she was sobbing. Someone tried to ask her what was wrong, but she just lashed out and told us to mind our own business." Sun Min explained while laughing.
I slowly walked away needing some fresh air. The cool air felt pleasurably harsh on my cheek. I shivered as I sat down on a bench.
I felt a warm coat cover me. I turned around and saw Namjoon sitting next to me.
"I guess this is a tradition for us." Namjoon joked referring to our previous encounter.
I lightly laughed, smoke coming out of my mouth.
"Are you okay?" His raspy voice sending chills down my back.
"I guess." I sighed.
"Yoongi again?" He asked shuffling a little closer to me. "No, it's my fault this time."
"Don't tell me you cheated on him." He started to grow alarmed. "Of course not." I defended myself.
"Then what it is?"
"I'm just really confused right now." I sighed for the second time.
"Well, if you need a friend to talk to, I'm here." Namjoon said putting an arm around me.
I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder.
"Thanks chingu-ah."
I heard a snap behind us and we quickly turned around.
I recognized the figure as Yoongi's. He was walking away from us, his fists balled up.
"Yoongi!" I called out.
He didn't answer. He continued to walk away from us and towards his car.
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CLIFFHANGER
The next chapter will be updated soon.
I'm currently editing this while watching the election.
We're fucking screwed y'all.
