I don't know how it happened. Yesterday I was the same me as usual, and then in the morning my mind started shifting. My heart and mind moved a little closer and suddenly I just knew. I really am a boy. My friend helped me as usual, I suppose, because she makes all usual remarks towards a male me. I was freaking out over a really hot guy and she said I was super gay for him, she corrected someone to call me Jack, and any other time it could have come up, I was always "Him. Jack." She has to be the most amazing person I could have hoped to be friends with. She made me clear to myself.