doubts and denials (zylie au)

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i fidget on my seat as kendall talk.

"and, we'll stay here for a week or maybe longer. what do you think?" i heard kenny say.

"um, well, i think its okay?" i answered. kendall sighed.

"you weren't listening, yeah?" she asked and i smiled and nodded.

"well, um, i'm just gonna meet the boy i only love. i'm just nervous is all, okay?" i explained and she nodded.

"yeah fine, i understand. but i don't know, why are you nervous? you know he loves you, right?" kendall pointed out. "if you're nervous cause you're meeting him again, just don't. it will be okay!"

i groaned, "but i might accidentally say something rude! or i might fart! i might have-"

"shush, farting is normal and whatever you are thinking, you're just overreacting, okay? cmon, ky, it's alright." kendall cut me off. "it's just a date. you've done it with him multiple times when we lived here."

"but we-"

"shh, we're near." kenny looked at me. "breathe in, baby, breathe out." i did as told. "okay, keep doing that."

i calmed a bit after doing inhaling and exhaling. it was quickly replaced by excitement, nervousness, and admiration though.

i saw zayn waiting, sitting at the old swing we used to play with before, holding a paper bag. kendall looks at my window too.

"wow, he's gone older." she commented, just because zayn have more facial hair.

"i'm afraid." i muttered, but kendall opened my door and zayn snapped his head towards us. shit.

he smiled in bliss and i waved. damn, my heart is pounding inside my chest.

i glanced at my sister who is grinning and i left a roll eyes at her, then hopped off the car.

this is it. again, meeting zayn.

he walked towards me and i did the same to him.

"hi." we greeted each other in unison.

"nice to see you again." i uttered, looking at my simple black puma shoes.

"i missed you." he said, i felt his eyes on me. "um, i got you grilled cheese? and a lip liner." i felt him scrape his nape.

i smiled, looking at him. he has the same crinkly, hazel eyes, and that oh-so beautiful lashes, his plump lips, his cute nose. it's really zayn.

"um, here." he handed me and i giggled.

"i already have lots of lip liner but thank you." i kissed him on the cheek, and the light blush he had didn't get unnoticed. "did you ate already?" i asked, revealing the grilled cheese from its wrapper and i eat.

"not yet, really. do you wanna eat somewhere specifically?" he asked back. we're now walking towards a bench nearby.

"anywhere near." i shrugged, biting on my snack again. i saw him smiled.

"after you eat that, we'll eat pizza. is it okay?" he says and i nodded, not being able to speak since i'm eating.

"are you trying to make me fat?" i asked him when i've already finished my food, him handing a bottle of water.

"no!" he laughed, "i just - i don't know what you like now. i just know you still like grilled cheese, now i've seen you eat it." he chuckled, throwing the paper bag on the trash bin beside him.

"still the same." i said. "see, i still like you, lil shit."

"i'm not little, though, so..." he commented. "let's eat pizza?"

i smiled, "um, okay? malikissez." i teased.

he laughed a bit, "but you love me, kyliesekrets!" he said and i rolled my eyes.

"can you just kiss me already?" i told. he smirked before pressing his lips against mine.

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