"It wasnt me after all."
(Original)
I want to hold your hand
But there's someone holding it.
I want to sit beside you
but you're already seating beside someone.
I want to be the reason of your smile,
But there was another person made that smile on your face.
I know it wouldnt be me,
It cant be someone like me.
Maybe Ill just look behind you,
Because its not the way I want but I need to do.
While I look at you,
AND find that you're finding for someone,
I felt a numb pain from my heart
And a wound that you became part.
Until 1 day, i see you staring at me.
But i only thought about it,
Because i find you staring behind me,
The one and to somebody you loved.
I'll just stay away and hide the pain,
Even it took a whole life vain
Maybe it wasnt meant to be
Because if it is, itwill be.
Theres still a lot of better persons out there.
And more deserving of my affection and care.
But while I heal this pain,
I will do what a person should do.
Moving on is the key,
A key to a happy place and free.
Aand at this point pf time,
It's better to accept that it wasnt me after all. :((
