Telling my mom that I know she will not believe me but I can't take it any more
Jaco was so mad that he all most beat dewild up I can't believe mom and Jaco to.
I cry my self to sleep that night,what is going to happened now?I ask my self
The next morning
Mom call hessy we need to talk,about dewild and calia and the club..
That day only go so fast eat drink a lot of coffee pack going back to dad's
And step mom ant Berta back to school grade 8 a gen no to happy
Looking for my manara blade cut a gen I love it feel so good make me
Better blade cut deeply in my arm let it go numb pain pain go away
Let the pain slip away I feel the blood on my arm one more
I love the feeling the good on my arm the smell of the blood in the air
I cut too deep I don't care my arm is numb the pain is gone.
At my dads house in the bathroom I sit in the bath smoking
The first smoke I had sins I left my mom.looking at my arm its still bleed when I move it to s twist
Movement,there is no place were didn't cut,looking for a spot on my leg
My arms are don't feel pain any more going to my bag of make up oh there u are first time
Cutting on my leg now that hurts like it must start cutting,taking a pull of the sigert taking it all
In to my lungs blow out head Russ tomorrow is school new people and classes the bullies the bad boy
Hart very beat fast walk to my class was see kids all younger then me by a year feeling like a dummy
Looking at some students most was boys Leon new lover well in my mind smiles Leon have black hair bright green
Eyes so dreamy there was lucky,gummy bear,donevin,gidon,franko,stiven,Reynard, for the girls
Was Stefanie,Nikita,Caroline,Sonja,calia,
Lucky:black hair
Dark brown eye color
Bad boy
Ugly,joker,friends with all,smoker
Gummy bear:blond,brown hair\calica's ex
Brown eye color
Good boy\littel bad,gang,friends with all,funny,clown,smoker
Donevin:light brown hair
Brown eye color
Bad boy,player, gang leader,love rugby,friends to the gang and all girls,bullie,sexy,smoker
Gidon:bark brown with blond stripes
Green eye color
Tall,player,sexy,friends with franko,and gang love girls,bad boy or he just give a fuck was in my class last year,smoker
Franko:blond hair but hi make is black all the time
Blue eye color
Bad boy,no player, sexy build ,bank school a lot,in love with with stefanie,ex smoker,a Billie
Stiven:light blond hair
Blue eyes
Franko and Donavon Billie him every day,short,he is in love with me,good boy,
Raynard: blonde hair
Sky blue eyes
Goog dog I mean boy,Nikita's lover boy more like dog,gang,non smoker,non player
FOR THE GIRL'S
Stefanie:strawberry blond hair
Dark blue eye colour
Player aka hore,bitch,poems writer good,just class friends,fat
You can't be strong all the time. Sometimes you just need to be alone and let your tears out.
Forming Bonds
In life we make all sorts of connections with different kinds of people. We may find love and support through our family, friends, colleagues and loved ones. For the most part the connections that we make with this people impact our lives greatly in positive or negative ways. And is this a good thing?
