Sick of Crying. Tired of Trying. Yeah I'm Smiling But Inside I'm Dying: Volume 2

I Should Die*

Nobody would notice me

I never am noticed

I hide in the shadows

I am unknown

I should die

I should lock myself in the bathroom

And down more than just a drop of bleach

I should write something blaming everyone

I should grab that steak knife in the holder

And slit my throat

I should ask my friends what they would do if I died

And see if they joke

I’m serious about those questions you guys

Dead

Serious

What would you do?

I should sneak out at night and hang myself from the flag poll

Good old America

Fuck that

I should jump off the building

I should post my school and picture up all over the internet

And hope another psychopath finds it

And hope he cuts me up and leaves me in my idiot guidance counselor’s office

I should die.