Niall Horan Imagines

Insecure

~i just wanna say that your beautiful the way your are 😊~

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Your POV
I was standing in front of the full length mirror in our bedroom.
Niall had gone out. I kept looking at myself in the mirror. My stomach, was I fat? My legs, my thighs. I would get really insecure about myself. Was I beautiful? Sometimes I kept doubting and wondering even though Niall kept telling me I'm beautiful, I'm perfect.

Sometimes I would look at pictures of other women and think 'wish I had that body and would sometimes even cry. Niall caught me once and said I shouldn't worry.

I heard the door open indicating Niall came. I went down.
"Hey" I said.
"Hey hun" he said removing him coat and hanging it.
"Umm Niall" i said.
"Yea?"
"Can I ask you something???"
"Sure"
"Umm.. uh..do you think. Beautiful? Am I fat?" I asked swallowing half of my words and looking down.
"What?"
"Uhm do you think I'm beautiful? Am I fat? " I repeated, looking down so niall couldn't see the slight tears forming in my eyes.

Niall:s POV
"Do you think I'm beautiful? Am I fat?" She asked me.
"Y/n babe, why would you ask such a thing? I asked.
"Oh dunno just thought" she replied and started to walk away.
I grabbed her wrist.
"Babe what's up?" I asked concerned.
"Its nothing Niall" she said.

Your POV
"Its nothing Niall" you said and rubbed him off.
I changed to topic and asked him what he did.
He told me and we ate dinner, and went to bed.

The next day I woke up and went to make breakfast. Niall came down a bit later. I gave him the breakfast and I ate some too.

Niall didn't have work today so he was home.
Niall went for a shower and I found myself standing in front of the mirror again, lifting my shirt up to see my stomach. Turning side to side judging myself.
I saw Niall in the mirror's reflection and immediately put my shirt down.

He furrowed his eyebrows and then walked in.

Niall's POV
I went for a shower and kept thinking about what Y/n asked me yesterday.
'do you think I'm beautiful? Am i fat?' her words rang in my head.
I knew she was insecure and I also caught her one looking at herself in the mirror.
I knew something was up.
I got out and walked out and from the doorway I saw Y/n in front of the mirror, her shirt lifted up and she kept turning around. She saw me in the mirror and the put her shirt down immediately. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked in.
"What are you doing Y/n" I asked her.
"Umm nothing " she said but I knew she was lying.
I just nodded and got dressed.

Your POV
Niall asked me what I was doing but I lied to him saying nothing.
I knew I should tell him what I was feeling but I just couldn't get myself to =(

Niall's POV
It was gonna be 5:30 pm and my friend wad having a party and invited me and Y/n.
I went to tell Y/n and she was on the bed scrolling through her phone.
"Y/n"
"Yea?" She said looking up.
"My friend invited me for a party and your coming too." I said.
"Oh umm ok"

~1 hour later~
Your POV
After what seemed like forever, I still couldn't find something nice to wear. I was wearing some jeans and a crop top but that was not gonna cut it.

"Niall is this ok?" I asked.
"Jeans and a crop top?" He questioned.
"Why don't you wear a dress?" He asked me.

Niall's POV
"Jeans and a crop top? Why don't your wear a dress?" I asked her.
"Umm I see, which one?" She asked me hesitantly.
I picked out my favorite black one and I was just above her knees.
"Here" I said, handing it to her.

She came out in that dress and she looked stunning.
"You look amazing Y/n , wear this" I said.
"Isn't it kinda short?" She asked me.
"No it's fine, come on, let's go" I said and we headed to the party.

~at the party~

We had alot of fun and the party was awesome.

Your POV
So we went to the party and I was wearing Niall's favorite black dress.
I was feeling insecure about showing my legs.
So at the party niall was having a blast and I just sat and had a drink. The other girls there looked great,their bodies perfect, wish mine was like that. I kept thinking of the negative parts about myself. My thighs, I had some freckles, my stomach, my hands. Was I beautiful?
Then I could feel some tears in my eyes.
I wanted to go home, home and cry, nothing else.

I found niall and told him I wanna go home. He seemed confused for a moment then agreed. We were now driving back home, the car ride completely silent.

Niall's POV
I was having a blast. After I think an hour
Y/n came up to me saying she wanted to go home. I was a bit confused and saw the desperation in her eyes.
We were now driving home,the car ride completely silence.
We reached dand we got off,entering the house.
I grabbed Y/n's hand and made her look at me. " What's wrong? I know something is bothering you, tell me now" I said my voice raised a bit.
She looked down and then finally gave in.
"Its me. I'm so insecure,l know it's so stupid. I keep thinking about it, my stomach, my thighs, my legs my freckles, if I'm beautiful or not or if I'm fat" she confessed, her voice cracking a bit.

Your POV
I finally told Niall. He didn't say anything after I told him, he just stood there.
Then he took me to our room in front of the mirror, his arms wrapping around my waist and head resting in my shoulder.

Niall's POV
I took her hand and took her to the bedroom, in front of the mirror. I wrapped my arms around her waist and rested my head on her shoulder.
"Fat? Your not fat. Your perfect." I said keeping my hand on her stomach.
" Are you beautiful? Yes you are, have you seen yourself? Your so beautiful. Whenever I see you, you make me smile and I wonder everyday how did I get so lucky to have a beautiful girl like you in my life. Princess, and your freckles, they make you even more beautiful.
You thighs? They're perfect. You don't need a thigh gap to impress me. Your legs, I love it when they're wrapped around me. When they get tangled with mine under the sheets." I explained to her. By now some tears rolled down her cheeks. She kept looking down, so I lifted her chin up so she could see herself, how amazing and beautiful she was.
"Your fucking perfect and don't ever let anyone tell you anything else or they'll have to face me.  Just look at you, in this dress looking like a queen." I told her.
I turned her around so she was now facing me.
"How about I tell you your beautiful and perfect everyday?" I asked her.
"You beautiful and perfect Y/n" I said wiping away her tears.

She smiled at me and hugged me, I hugged her back holding her tight.

We both went to bed, cuddling each other and she fell asleep in my arms.
I was glad she finally told me and now I'm gonna make sure she is ok and knows she is beautiful the way she is.
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