Blogger (Shoey)

Chapter 1: Annymous

Shane's POV

It was my normal Saturday night alone.

It's been this way ever since I broke up with Lisa, I really don't mind being alone but it's not my favorite pass time

I decided to look at Shoey blogs and Twitters. I have to admit, I'm not gay but if I was I'd want to date Joey. Does that mean I'm gay?

It wouldn't be the worst thing in the world if I was gay, it's not like I'm still dating Lisa...

I'll sleep on it and see in the morning

Joeys POV

I just realized it was Wednesday and I needed to update my blog!

My blog...

I had a Shoey blog where I basically vented my strong feelings for Shane. I couldn't tell my friends I loved Shane or even that I was gay so I started a blog just to vent not expecting anyone to read it.

But people did read it, it was anonymous of Coarse. I was surprised when 1,000 people read my entries but now each entire gets over 10,000.

I guess people can relate to wanting Shoey to be real and being in love with Shane knowing we will never happen. How could Shane love me

If Shane ever found out about the blog and how I wrote it he'd hate me.

I decided to start writing

{People may think he's not perfect but in my mind he's beyond perfect when you're able to look into his eyes and see the real him. Having his arms wrapped around you because he cares more about you than anything, the way he says I love you and those cute little inside jokes nobody else would understand the way he giggles at your jokes even when they aren't even funny or the way he talks about you to his friends it makes you realize how much he means to you. His flaws make him perfect and when I'm around him I feel like everything's okay again and he's the solution to all my problems. Although my life will never be perfect enough to be loved by Shane, I like to assume that this is how we'd be together. Anyone who gets to be near Shane is lucky. Like Joey, Joey is practically Shane's boyfriend. What if they ever dated? It's never going to happen but just imagine how perfect they would be together

I shouldn't get my hopes up tho, Shane is straight and will never love Joey, but maybe Joey loves Shane?

He's never told anyone he's straight or gay, he remains secret about it so who knows?

Anyway sorry for the short entry I promise next week it will be longer!}

I've never been open about my sexuality, I'm gay but I don't go out and say it. I find it more fun to keep it a secret

That and everyone would hate me if they knew I was gay

Shane's POV
I wake up and my computer was on a blog

They just updated an hour ago! I might as well read it!


{People may think he's not perfect but in my mind he's beyond perfect when you're able to look into his eyes and see the real him. Having his arms wrapped around you because he cares more about you than anything, the way he says I love you and those cute little inside jokes nobody else would understand the way he giggles at your jokes even when they aren't even funny or the way he talks about you to his friends it makes you realize how much he means to you. His flaws make him perfect and when I'm around him I feel like everything's okay again and he's the solution to all my problems. Although my life will never be perfect enough to be loved by Shane, I like to assume that this is how we'd be together. Anyone who gets to be near Shane is lucky. Like Joey, Joey is practically Shane's boyfriend. What if they ever dated? It's never going to happen but just imagine how perfect they would be together

I shouldn't get my hopes up tho, Shane is straight and will never love Joey, but maybe Joey loves Shane?

He's never told anyone he's straight or gay, he remains secret about it so who knows?

Anyway sorry for the short entry I promise next week it will be longer!}

Wow. Do people really feel that strongly about me?

I know people had a crush on me but this..this is love

I have to show Joey this! He'll love how crazy it is!

I decided to text him

Shane: Hey Joey!

He answered fairly quickly

Joey: Hey boy!

Shane: Can you come over? I wanna show you some crazy blog about Shoey! It's amazing

He wasn't answering....weird

Joeys POV
Dear god...there's no way it was my blog.

But what if it was....I'd have to go over and find out

I was about to answer when Shane texted me again

Shane: You okay....

I realized I hadn't answered for 10 minutes

Joey: Yeah sorry! I had to go to the bathroom!

Shane: Oh! So are you coming over?

Joey: Sure, when?

Shane: Whenever you want.

Joey: I'll be over in 15 minutes?

Shane: I'll be waiting ;)

I put my phone down and my phone beeped again

Shane: I may or may not be naked when you show up.....bye!

Joey: Omg Shane! You better be fully clothed

Shane: You're no fun :(

Joey: Bye Shane, see you soon....dressed

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Yay! I updated, but anyway

What do you think? Will Joey tell Shane

I thought this book would be fun so I could write fun blog entry's about Shane

But anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Me and Jake Thomas had a twitter convo last night and he made fun of my drawing of him.

It was his fault for asking someone to draw him....


Love you xx