Love In The Air

I Could Use A friend.

Ever since Aston and I had that fight I have just needed a friend and when I say that I mean JUST a friend not a boyfriend or family member A FRIEND. That's all. And Luke is all sore because of Aston. I am not trying to go full blame on Aston but a majority of the things that have happened to us is from Aston. We all had apart in it. But still. I kind of maybe......Miss.....Aston..... Because before I forgot he was a really good Pearson and I heard that he already has a girlfriend and her name is Alison. Mabye Aston has changed. I don't want to take a risk but if it means getting our friendship back then......WAIT WHAT AM I DOING HE'S A JERK FACE! UGH I am such an idiot. I mean how did I forget that he bruised my boyfriend! I love Luke and if someone does that than they are selfish because they did not think about what is going to happen next. Also they only this but about themselves. I am just so mad! I guess this is for the best. What I am trying to say is I guess that if me and Aston aren't friends then well no one will get hurt or there feelings hurt. But I will always have a picture of Aston even though he is a jerk we have had some really good memories together. I really do miss Aston though. It foes like this because I have no other way to explain it.........."I hate you but then I love you." I really do. Okay I really think I need to talk to Luke about this. I mean mabye this might help MW clear my mind and it will get the words out of my system. Soi called him and he said he would be right over.

DING-DONG! " Hey, I really need to talk to you it is an emergency a big one!" I said in an anxious voice.
So Luke replies............