Innocent Love ~ Jastin ✔️

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This chapter is short, its Jason's point of view. You kinda get a look in and stuff. Sorry it's so short guys I'm trying to save the chapters but Yanno the book ends when The book ends

Jason McCann

I'm rethinking everything.

I'm never gonna see Justin again. I've convinced Derek in letting me go with Justin and staying with him one more night. I guess he felt sorry, or because I'm a ugly crier. Either way I'm kinda happy.

I'm gonna miss him.

I'm gonna miss him more than anything. It'll feel like half of me is gone, with no purpose.

Justin gives me purpose.

I felt tears in my eyes just thinking about what's gonna happen when I leave him. It hurts, but seeing him in physical pain triumphs mine. We were still chained up, well I was because I was awake.

Justin is still unconscious.

I bit my lip. "I-I'm s-sorry j-Justin" I hiccuped crying. I hate seeing in like this. I can't do anything about it.

My once bubbly happy boyfriend is now on this dirty floor with bruises on him, unconscious.

"Why do you care so much about him" Derek asked "You didn't care for anyone like this not even Zayn" he continued. I didn't answer. Why should I ?

"Answer me" he hissed in my face getting his saliva all on me. "Eww" his breath stinks. "Jason!" He pulled his whip out. Damn fine. "Because I love him" I glanced at Justin.

"You said you loved Zayn" he trailed "Well I never did love Zayn, I cared about him I guess, but what I have with Justin that's something special" I explained hearing a scoff from Derek

"What's he even good for ? all he does his stutter, cry, whimper,-" I cut him off. "Don't you dare talk about him like that, the boy is the most beautiful, funny, caring person I've ever meet" Derek chuckled.

"He's a freak in the sheets isn't he" I narrowed my eyes at him. "I knew it!" He laughed. "He's a virgin" I rolled my eyes.

"For once Jason I actually feel bad for you" I closed my eyes. "How bad?" I asked "Not that bad" he laughed walking away.

Derek is sick and twisted. He needs to be stopped! Where's my gang? I need them more than anything. Just save my baby.

I rather die than be without Justin. Please wake up Justin, please so you can leave here and I can take care of you for just one more night.

Just one more.

I'm gonna make that night worth it, I'll do anything he says. If he wants to watch Lilo and stitch were gonna watch it. If he wants to eat at McDonald's I got him. Just anything I promise I'll give it to him.

If there's a god please help us. God never listened to me as a child. When I would cry to be free he would never help, so I did it for myself . I was in that house for 16 long years.

I would be touched there, I would get abused there, I would get tattoos there at 14 years old there. It hurts just thinking about it.

I prayed for god, he didn't save me.

But this is a different time. God please save me and Justin, please let Justin be happy when I leave. Please let me find away to be with Justin again.

Some way

I love him to much to lose him.