Jimmy's P.O.V.
I didn't want to even look into Johnny's eyes. Having my girl leave me felt like the world had left me. She was my everything to me and now she was gone. What was I supposed to do now that she is gone? I just came here to get drunk off my butt and to hopefully get her off of my mind. That and Brian was bugging me to go. So I came, heart broken and bleeding and my mind set on my girl.
"Oh Jimmy..." Johnny said lightly. He looked away from a moment and then with a shaking hand, he carefully came and put his hand on top of mine which made my heart flip. My throat went dry and I quickly moved my hand away from his. I had that feeling with my girl, the shock waves going up my arms, my heart hammering in my chest. I can't have that with Johnny! For goodness sake he was my brother! My best friend. My very cute best friend. I sighed.
"I'm sorry," I whispered and he nodded, sitting back in his chair.
"I'm sorry to hear about your girl. To be honest, she's stupid," He said shrugging. I looked at him and cocked my head a bit to the side.
"Why do you say that?" I asked him and he looked at me and sighed.
"Because Jimmy," He mumbled looking down to the table. I was about to ask him what but Arin came inside, Matt's boyfriend. They were trying to keep a secret but it wasn't one at all. It was quiet obvious they were sleeping together because of the way Arin walked around one day. Everyone had to laugh at him. Then I saw them making out after a recording session. They said they were friends but it was way to obvious. They suck at sneaking.
"Hey guys," Arin smiled giving us a small wave as he came and grabbed a beer from the fridge with Matt coming inside with a huge smile on his face as he came and hugged him. I rolled my eyes as he started to kiss Arin's neck and I quickly left. I didn't want to hear this. I wanted so bad to be alone. So, I just found my way outside on the porch with Johnny not far behind me.
"Can't you leave me alone fore a while Johnny?" I asked him lightly as I grabbed a cigarette from my pocket. He answered by coming and sitting beside me.
"Because your my best friend and I miss you," He answered simply looking down to his feet but I knew that there was something else the matter with him. He was to quiet, to reserved.
"Johnny what's the matter?" I asked him. He looked at me and then back down to his feet and shrugged. I came and put my arm around my cute friend and held him close to me. I didn't want him sad and I didn't want him to think that he was alone or anything. That is the worst thing imaginable to me. I put my head on top of his and felt his arm around my waist and I have say that it was the best feeling I have ever had.
Matt's P.O.V.
"I love you baby," I whispered to Arin as he leaned up against the counter. I let my hands come down to his hips as I kissed his neck causing him to moan quietly. I chuckled and pulled away, kissing him tenderly. I came and lifted him up on the counter and I heard someone clear their throat and I growled looking over to see Brian coming into the kitchen chuckling.
"Why don't you two go get a room?" He asked grabbing a beer.
"We have one and you came in," Arin said making me laugh. Brian rolled his eyes and smacked the side of my head before leaving again.
"And I am totally not turned on anymore," I muttered making Arin laugh.
"Oh baby why not?" He asked grabbing my hands and I came and smiled kissing him. God I love Arin so much. He was so beautiful and I wanted him to be mine forever but I was scared to tell my friends about us.
"Because Brian ruined it," I said sadly pouting at him and he chuckled.
"Then why don't we go upstairs and finish what we started?" He whispered in my ear, letting his hand come under my shirt making me shiver. How can I say no to this?
Brian's P.O.V.
I was getting nervous. Zacky hasn't shown up yet and I wanted to have this Christmas party with him, it wouldn't be the same without him. Even though Jimmy was depressed, Matt and Arin were horny and I was sitting on the couch alone because Zacky wasn't here. I tried to text him over and over again but there was still no answer from him and I was getting scared.
That's when Jimmy came running in screaming that Zacky was dying making my heart sink down to my chest.
