The Blood That Stains The Pages

An Apology

To:Kev

Im not A slut, or a whore., I may be a bitch...But arent all girls? You can say it to my face, it will hurt alot but I can hold the tears till everyone leaves. Just dont say it to others refering to me, dont implie it, dont drop hints on it. I dont date every single boy, Ive only dated 5. I dont flirt with everyone, thats Taylor. S when you call me a bitch indirectly, please have the balls to say it to my face. 

And I know your confused, I didnt mean to make you. Because I like you, I get jealous, I know it sounds wrong and I sound like a slut but Im not. I like you, But I love him. Ive known him for 3 years and loved him from the start, So if you expect me to move on, Im sorry but I just cant. I messed up really bad....you can tell from the poetry. So you can keep tyring if your that determind, but it wont change. so Im sorry I put you through this......Please forgive me